Sunday, August 26, 2007 @ Sunday, August 26, 2007

I dunno y i feel so werid now...

i nv feel like this b4...

a sorta bit of irritation and angry-ness...

well...i feel like i can't breathed for a moment...

I think i need to write my feeling out on a paper...

jus merely typing can't take off tat stone in my heart...

Thursday, August 23, 2007 @ Thursday, August 23, 2007

Well, Time indeed FLIES....

Last day for our class le..

Had indeed know that not some "people" will not appear..coz last day marh...

Well, our class was beginning to "heat up" in the last week of our class...

When everything begin to get so fun and interesting..

It's the end...

RP's policy: change class every semester...

• Good point is :

- Can leave all thoes "PESTs", "BASTARDs",DISGUSTING ppls" in class...

- Can meet new PPLs and make new FRENZS...

- A FRESH START

• Bad point is:

- MUST again make new frenzs and rebuild frenzship in a new class from start..

- Must leave all thoes GOOD buddies and sidekicks from ur class

- Not enough time to DEEPEN our frenzship among each others

The VERY LAST RJ of the year...

jus paste here as momentum of my last day in RP..

HOPE u guys will not find it too WORDY...

LOL

Summarise your learning experience in RP.

My learning experience in RP can be categorized as
worthwhile
interesting
fresh
and lastly.......
fun.

Worthwhile is due to the many problem statement I received from all the modules had strengthen my self study skills such as being independent in thinking and analyzing the many areas to find out the answer to a certain question. And my time spent in RP is not at all wasted as we spent the days researching, debating and questioning among each team members to finalize the clear answer that we think is the best answer. And this kind of experience will help me build a clear foundation for my career in the distant future.


Interesting is one of the word that can also summaries my learning experience in RP. As the problem statement can not be also done with just pot only. Facilitators sometimes want us to use drama, role-playing debating and others more to present out answer to the class, rather than just ppts slide. And we can squeeze our creative juice to find the answer.


Fresh also is yet another one thing that I find about my experience in RP. As the grouping for the many modules are different and ever changing from weeks to weeks. And I can get to know the many different varieties character of our classmates and learn how to tolerate each other weakness and appreciate each others goodness in them. And this kind of grouping certainly helps me to understand that there are actually many others people out there who are totally different from us. And it helps to build up my emotional intelligence and interactive skills.

Fun will be the experience that I get from my classmates. We have been “stuck” together in W46H for quite a few months. And there are of course certain kinds of bond within us that make our class quite united.

Memories are created with laughter, smile, giggling, tearing, shivering and lastly cheering together when lesson is end early.

I will miss this class...

Wednesday, August 22, 2007 @ Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Today jus have my first VIOLA lesson

The teacher says my last finger too stiff up...

I will subconciously harden the bone in my last finger and den the horizontal line of the viola bow will be disrupted..

I also got a "love bite" from my first ke ai de viola...

Coz needa use the side of my jaw and shoulder to support..den the supporter keep poking into my collar bone which left a noticeable reddish medium mark at there..

And yah, meet my patner, Emily today..

A nice charming cute gurl...

She actually got one of the seniors teaching her some techniques before coming into the first lesson of viola...so hardworking..

She also say the collar bone pain after a few more weeks of practising...den the pain will lessen down until to the extend of feeling almost nothing at there...

Hen hao, i intend to let my collar bone suffer the physical pain in order to get used to it..

I am GIG to work hard on my viola...

Feel my life suddenly look more fulfilling and whole...coz of music...

Tuesday, August 21, 2007 @ Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Just know sth funny today...

Well, tat JM boy is making a big fuss over the fact tat i had put his "gorgeous" pic on my team ppt wifout asking his permission..

C'mon, it's just a "innocent" pic of u smiling, not as if u r naked or anything...

I wun even wanna put such kind of pic anyway..thanks leh... >.<

Monday, August 20, 2007 @ Monday, August 20, 2007

i dunno y recently i break a lotsa rules in my life

Should not be like this de..

Yet, i am breaking almost every one of them..

i want to return back to my old peaceful days..

But it looks faraway from my grasp..

Life... must it be like this??

Meet a lotsa stuffs along the ways..

Weird complicated stuffs...

My experience seriously double and multiply a lot..

Quote a quotation from my frenz..

:"dun ever say u dun have feel, sometime in life...u jus need to submerged inside the stuff u r doing before the feeling inside u will surfaced up and the feel u want will reveal itself le..."

Feel...wat a ironical vocab to use in life

Thursday, August 09, 2007 @ Thursday, August 09, 2007

Happy NAtional day!!

Dunno y...

When i think back of the time i do and think..

I dunno the things i think of as bad and society unacceptable now become so normal and acceptable...

LOL, i felt that i had change a lot, a lot, a lot....more than i can take it...

HAHA...

Well, phew....

I feel thAT the world is indeed make up of varieties of people...

hao duo hor...LOL

Sunday, August 05, 2007 @ Sunday, August 05, 2007

Recently think abt a lotsa things when i am in malaysia for the past few days.

Life clear up a little for me..

Coz i was in another country, in another world, in another dimension...

And tat kind of situation force me to think abt what i have done all this while...

Well, i dunno... i dunno how to go abt saying this...

It jus tat the tension and stress in me is being pull out of my wreaked down soul..

i feel lighthearted and stress free all of a sudden..

How i wish i can be like what am i feeling right now for a long long period...

I wan a break...

Friday, August 03, 2007 @ Friday, August 03, 2007

Now i feel

a bit tired
a bit groggy
a bit .............

I dunno why....

I am tired
I am groggy
I am ...........

I feel like giving all up...

Haiz...

I dunno y am i feeling this way...

ActuALLY i feel i want to return to the past and
undone all tat stupid thing i done...

Else i wun feel like this le...

Am i stupid?
Am i Fully immune towards sth?
Why i feel sth nagging in my heart...

i dun care
I heck care

Sooner or later..

Everything gonna end soon

Juz take it is just because of my playful nature go out of hand le..

So simple..

it's either like this or like tat..

I dun need to explain y am i typing all this stuff...

There are a lotsa things i dun wanna spell out at here...

Maybe this is the last post i am typing in this blog of mine..

Tired of exposing my emotion at bloggy le...

It'll be a long time b4 i am returning back ....

The end

Thursday, August 02, 2007 @ Thursday, August 02, 2007

LOL...

JUs recap on what happen yesterday..

Coz yesterday holiday marh..

Den decide to visit tat person..

Coz he/she wanna show mw his/her gurlfrenz looks like...

I curious marh, den all the way from jurong WEst ride 154 to Circuit point

Dun try tat, it's
seriously seriously seriously very very very very faaaaarrrrrrrrr...

Coz i first time board 154, dun dare to close my eyes 'fraid tat i may over board 2 or 3 stops..

In the end, it is darn long...

Feel like sleeping yet cannot sleep the feeling is tomenting to me..

Well, at least the reward is paid off arh..

FUN!!

Anyway the girlfrenz of his/her is quite fun and "aggressive' in some way..

I tot she was a quiet and fem..

In the end, when we are talking 1/2 way..

He/she keep provoking her in some way tat make her strangle her for a few minutes and together they fell down on the bed..

i was laughing at the other end...while pei-ing her cousin to write certain stuff on some books...

hahahha, quite fun lo...

Anyway hope tat person
knows how to tresure the "special relationship" with her...

Feel happy for both of them actually...

Smile...

Ok, back to today news..

ARRGH,....

I got COLD ....

And my nose look like rudolph the red nose reindeer or the clown ...etc...

The cold air in the room was not helping either..

In the end, i was shivering cum doing cum msn-ing in tat kind of situation...

Haiz, i prefer to be healthy...

Meet up wif tat person and his/her gurlfrenz coz they shun lu marh, tat y go together to woodlands lo..

Den together went to watson to get some thing and next to toy s rus to "play" lo..

And yah, i finally kiss his/her girlfrenz on the check..

hahaha.

hey, dun jealous hor...

We r gurls only...

nth wrong...

haha

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