Tuesday, July 31, 2007 @ Tuesday, July 31, 2007

BLEAH.......

Haiz...

late for UT today...

Not the 1'st time liao..

You yi dian shi bai de gan jie..

Last time not like this de..

I nv late for any of my test since spelling test from kindegarden all the way till O-Level..

But i dunno y and how i keep
being late wifout any sense of remorse and guilt..

It's not supposed to be like this..

i really hate myself for being like this..

needa have a plan le..

i dun wan this kind of "no guilt sin" engulfed me and
dragged me down emotionally and physically...

Haiz...

I really dun wanna be like this le...

Play time over le...Time to be serious..

And yah..Tat person

If u r watching this..

I just hope u will forgive me for my forgetful memory over the last two days...

Coz Fatigue is like tonnes of sand pressing me down firmly on to my bed...

And now my brain is being wash clean by some unknown detergent...

LOL

Friday, July 27, 2007 @ Friday, July 27, 2007

Say this:

Sleeping ---- Striping

ROFL, sound like it right??

hahahaha...

Well, tat is yesterday stuff bah...

Coz yesterday bloggy crash..

den spend another 2 days 2 night to find one tat suit my taste..

Haiz, but i love this blogskin..

Fall in love in 1'st sight

Sigh....

Later gig to esplanade wif frenzy..

Watching some performance...

Had not been there for a long long time...

lol...

Jus blurt out a lotsa stuff to tat person...

I dunno have i really "hurt" him/her

But i felt like he/she gotta know wat am i thinking...

Like tat it's the best ...

And now he/she finally change image over me le...

Well, to let out the truth is not actually good...

Coz sth will confirm change between us..

like tat also good for both of us...

i wun elaborate on so much on wat i tell him/her...

"Private..."

Tuesday, July 24, 2007 @ Tuesday, July 24, 2007

i dunno after knowing the person

i feel i am being trust into a world of unknown places where i
only dare to venture in my wildest dream...

But tat person bring me there...

I nv feel like this b4, the weird cum wild freedom wherever i am with him/her..

It is sorta sth i never felt b4 in my past 17 years of life...

I tot it will nv happen to me at all...

It's jus unexpected...

So mysterious ...

to me....

Yah, today hui qi's cousin, xuan xuan b'dae

Today i needa comment on how hui qi'day

She look darn fragile, tired, weak, shag, wobbly and jelly-like
when i find her after school at the woodland MRT control station

She never slept yesterday night plus fall down plus
needa take care of her cousin for her mum..

I feel so "pain" for her...

Suddenly, everything come bursting to her...

I dunno how she can manage to take it all...

But thanks god, she manage to pull everything off smoothly...

I went to her house to wait for her brother to come home wif two of her others frenz,
Zhu and Yi ling...

Den i tired, seriously tired..i can swear tat my eyes bag r pushing my unwilling eyes to close down..

I let myself rest on her bed lo. she allow jiu hao lo...

Den the next thing i noe is tat i awake by the sound of the door opening sound...

They r back...

Good, hahaha..

First time see zhu, noe her name very well as hui qi always keep mentioning abt her stuff..

Look friendly, cute...have a hint of two of my friend character who is none other than
mei xiu and quin aka hui xian...

Bold in words and action is wat i can say abt her...lol

Like for example, when i was about to piggyback xuan xuan..

Her cigarette butt accidentally brush across my hand skin..

the next thing i noe is tat she just kiss on the wounded area..

LOL..

well, okok lo..

Hey, zhu..thanks ....

And well, another weird thing...

I see a typical "ah beng" male frenz of zhu..

S'porean guy average height, blond hair, hokkien based, button up shirt wif a few unbutton up button...

I tot he is 22-25...

He stunned me seriously...

He's 17 only...same as me

Ouch..

But the way he talk and behave look adult to me...

pro siah..

And he dare to mistaken me as 22 years old

Alright lah...thanks god it's 22 years old...not more than tat..

Yah, abt tat loh...

LOL

Monday, July 23, 2007 @ Monday, July 23, 2007

习惯让人有种莫名的安全感，却又有种莫名的寂寞。而你永远不知道，你的习惯会让你错过什麽。

I needa agree on certain stuff..

Sometime if a person is too wrapped up in one's own habit and lifestyle...

It's become a habit...

And this habit make u Safe and lonely at the same time...

And u will never know this habit sometime
make u lose out sth important in ur life..

Like for example,

one day while on the way to school/work..

Rain is falling heavily with thunder echoing in the distant..

You decide to change your walking route ...

What you actually dunno tat the frenz u never meet for 10 years is actually living at the same area as you..

And when you discover tat,

Shock, stunned and surpised is the main emotion on the spot...

Life is so cute sometime..

It make us comfortable with our own habit

And last min surprise us wif something unusual..

Well, i discover i change quite a lotsa habit recently..

Like deciding to go to school a bot later than usual when i am not having UT...LOL

i will see familiar faces from primary and secondary school..

But in such cases, i jus smile at them refusing to talk le..

There is no common topic from both of us...

Smile is the best way to acknowledge that both of you actually know each other once, laugh with each other once, gossip with other once, being punish outside ths class together once, play prank on the headmaster once...ETC...

There will be a lot ...a lot...but when people grows up...things change

So, i develop the habit of smiling at familiar faces i see on the road..

Call me crazy also can, call me weirdo also can...

Coz tat's me...

Even stranger i meet on the MRT and bus, esp when the bus or MRT come to a sudden break..

Thoes ppl who r standing up will be thrust forward and maybe will accidentally knock into one another..

There will be a lotsa smile, "sorry..." "it's alright.."

And thsi words always never fail to make my day...

tat is actually a kind of connection with other people u will never know each other forever...

And like on friendster, i normally wun add people i dunno...

even id they wanna add me, i jus press "cancel"..

My past thinking was, "i dunno u, no common topic and interest,,,y u add me?"

Den i jus move my mouse and click "cancel."

But recently, i jus give it a try..

Change my profile and add some weird groups...

Coz i am curious and wanna break free from my past habit...

i start to see interesting profile and picture and randomly add...

LOL

hahaha

Now i click "Add" rather than "cancel." when i receive friend request..

And i come to know a lotsa people...

alotsa funny and weird people...

With life totally the opposite from me..

I needa to agree tat i am being brought up in a good environment...

I never really did experience the feeling of kid "stress, fear, pain and torment.."

The only painful experience is when i flunk my test only or when
i am lost in a shopping mall...

hahahaha

After living in such condition for 17 years, i really feel curious on how the other part of the people lived like..

All my frenz who shared the same family background as me..
(Good daddy, naggy mummy, squabbling sibbling, irritating uncles and aunties..)

tell me why should i curious abt them?

They are not us, just feel happy at where u r loh...

no...impossible, well...i mention le..

Jus wanna have sth to shake up my life once in a while

Like tat i will truly feel alive

it's not i wanan be like them, bu ke neng de...

Lol, well, my parent had already trained up my sense of duty as a daughter well as well as what it need to be presentable to the society..

i already have the conciousness inside me..

"Jus know, befriend, and remain true to who you are.."

The nerdy, always-talk-to-herself, keep-thinking-rubbish gurl..

LOL, tat's who i am...


Well, ok....

back to daily life..

Well, jus went out wif huiqi yesterday..

Nth to do mah, go to suntec and shop...

fun sia, i really like poking her at the side, the reaction is sitmulating my laugher only...

she keep struggling loh..hahahaa

In the end i free her from the torment...

in case she cannot take it to well...

Den tired after walking and "playing"

We went to sky garden to enjoy the night breeze lo...

Just do random chatting until we went to mac to eat dinner

next we went to her house...

ermm..interesting house...wif 2 doggy

Well, her dog thank god dun like me, therefore no licking from its...

hahahaha...

After slacking at her house, her brother come around to fetch us to bring her baby cousin from her mummy house to her house to help her mum to take care of her yi xia...

The car damn freaking cold, i swear i was being brought back to the ice age...lol

And her cousin damn cute sia...sweet voice...

hahhahaa...

Saturday, July 21, 2007 @ Saturday, July 21, 2007

Jus find out a new term in Relationship thingy

-Homosexual
-Heterosexual
-Asexual
-pansexual

Blah...Blah...and etc..

And here go, LUG...and BUG...LOL

The meaning is lesbian until graduation or
bisexual until graduation ...

I was ROFL...

Wow, got such term for such group...

LOL...

Well, i later then find out tat describe women in high-school or college, who are
assumed to be experimenting with or with adopting a temporary lesbian or bisexual identity.

The term suggests that the woman to whom it is applied will ultimately adopt a strictly heterosexual identity.

And the MAIN reasons for thoes woman to be LUG or BUG

is this...

• concentrating on studies without the distraction of "genuine" romantic relationships
  

• avoiding unwanted male attention
  

• avoiding the risk of unwanted pregnancy while remaining sexually active

ok, i agree on thoes reason...

While the another pack of WOW reason will be

• trying to increase their sexual desirability among heterosexual men
  

• surprising parents or relatives with news that is presumed to be undesirable
  

• surprising friends and acquaintances with news that is presumed to be shocking
  

• developing solidarity with an oppressed community
  

• resorting to women out of a lack of male attention

Haha, the last reason make me laugh...

"LAck of male attention..."

Can't find guy den find Gurl...

ROFL...

now i sorta understand y r there so many BUG and LUG in Singapore all girls school..

Hey, if u r from tat sort of school...

No offense, it's jus my opinion..

*P/s( And if any straight male readers out there was to supposed to read my blog, just a word in advance to calm u down, thoes gurls r jus mainly Les or bi temporally..)

Well, anyway those type of gurl will find guys after they step out into society,

to repeat the cycle of marriage, giving birth, taking care of babies and finding a career..

If the gurls r lucky

Their husband will be

-A fair and just husband who support everything tat the girl do

-A husband who dun mind to cancel off one important frenz gathering with frenz

to take care the kids at home.

-A husband who know how to cook and do house chores together with the girls

If the girls r Unlucky

Their husband will be

-aloof, cool, quiet, nonsupporting

-Male chauvinist pig, demanding

-Divide the job of family and work well, Ask him to help, u receive a cold stare

Some stupid gurls will be in the name of love, decide to swallow all this nonsensical stuff from those stupid fuck up guys out there who still

treat the girl like sth to be thrash upon the floor when they are being feed with honey from the girls

I simply loathe such guys...

So guys, if u happen to read this, u will know y some girl prefer to be LUG or BUG..

Thanks...

Friday, July 20, 2007 @ Friday, July 20, 2007

LOl..

i ask one of my frenz, ling ling where she had spent all her $$

She say on "Di ku.." aka panty in chinese

I was ROFL...wow...

Den she asks me in a very calm manner y am i laughing??

I say y u buy so many "Di ku?"

Den she was like HUH, what i nv say Di ku, i only say on
Li Wu aka present in chinese...

Wo lia, big difference lo...

Li wu to Di Ku

ROFL...
'
Today in class also team up wif tat JM boy...

We seriously needa admit tat we are the "hardworking" team in the 2nd break...

Coz a lotsa noise pollution by the occasional quarrelling n debating among the JM boy and the other 3 of us ( me, ling2 and Chester..)

chester was having a HARD time EXPLAININ common sense stuff to him, and he seem to be like a stubborn BRICK like nv hear any of his explanation at all..

HAIZ...

But thanks god, we manage to smooth the ppt out smoothly...

Tell ya reader a little secret..

Wine = Wo ai ni (in a fast manner)

A language between tat person and me...hahahhaah

LOL, actually it's not love between us..

Jus feel comfortable with each other prescence and also dun mind each other having stead at all...

We....well...like best buddies lo, can
chat abt almost anything under the sun and moon..

He/she is someone who i feel i have find a someone tat
connect to my thinkin & mind well...

HAHAHA...hey, tat person, dun mind right of me spilling out a little bit of our secret..

Wine...

LOL

Went out wif hui qi today...

She darn cute lo, hahahahaha

She is a very special frenx, but tat is one innocent thing tat i like abt her..

She love toys so much as can see from the way she fiddle and niggle the toys all around her...

And she scare of one thing...being poke at the side

hahahaa...

Fun sia, i notice tat abt her den decide to poke her and see how she react to that..

wow, her eyes widen and her neck sorta jerk up in "frighten/itchness" mode..

i kinda like the way tat i can suddenly "awake" her in one finger by just a simple poke at her waist...

She was like keep struggling sia...fun fun fun

Hen jiu mei you na yang wan le...

Her appearance in my life seem so much interesting suddenly..

LOL, ermm...

Tat's all, folk...

hahahaha

Thursday, July 19, 2007 @ Thursday, July 19, 2007

What can I hear and feel and see?

Is this real?

Is it a dream?

How can I tell if something is real?

Why am I here?

Who am I?

What shall I do?

How did I get here?

Why am I thinking all this?

Dunno when it start..

When i see tat person on net, i start to smile unconsiously to myself..

LOL, jie de you dian sha sha de

Hahahaha...

Dun mistaken we are one item...lol

We r just "playing" and "pei-ing" each other...hahaha

Hey, tat person, hope u dun mind hor..

HAhaha..

I feel a lot better today, not so empty insde..

Coz i feel i am in control and was indulging in the sense of being doing my favourite module...

i think tat's all...

Wednesday, July 18, 2007 @ Wednesday, July 18, 2007

I dunno y now i feel a sort of emptiness in me tat seem to be unable to get away...

I feel so tired, so frustrated, so unwilling...

All this emotion just seem to be crumpled all inside me...

I never felt so tired in my life at this moment...

Well, can say abt that stupid spec..

I spoilt tat 5 years spec i wear since sec 1...

Realised tat my degree had deepen, ask parent to divide money equally so as to buy a pair to let me wear at night when i take out my contact lenses..

I wanna had jus a simple black spec, but my dad come to the stupid shop and start to say
black very normal, y dun u choose sth out of the ordinary..

i was being brainwash into his theory of black is dull..

But black is a must to me, so i choose a black frame but a white side with red curl..

Mum say it's look awful and call me From JP all the way to Gek po to change another pair..

i go with my contact lenses still on, so i cannot see how i look from the mirror..

My eyes will stung..

In the end, my mum agree tat it look nice, but go home start to QUARREL wif me
on y i nv choose a black frame..

WO you arh, wo you arh, but pa shuo black hen dull arh,
bu rang ni yao wo zen yang...

I never so much PRESSURIZED at tat moment..

First, she smile and agree

Next, she frown and yell

Tell me, what the fuck does she wan from me?

I dunno...

PLZ make up ur mind b4 scolding me...

Coz, hen shang ren...

thanks you very much

Anyway, i rarely wear spec when i go out, mostly contact lenses..

So, you mei you ren kan dao, wo bu zai fu

So, you mei you ren feel it's nice, i heck care..

MOst importantly, it is tat when i noe i settle on something or a choice...

I wun nv turn back, but jus follow on what i had choose..

Once the choice is settle, tat's it...

Tat's me...

Ok, finally can feel my anger seep finish le..

Now i think the thing that can make me calm down and

stop fidgeting about in my life right now at the moment is tat person...

He/she is my source of "mineral water" to make me relax down after running tiredly for my life a brief second..

Wif him/her, i feel a sort of unexplainable ease and comfortable
coming over me...

Bestie? Sidekick? God-Sibling ?

I dunno n i dun care...

Like tat should be enough for us le...

Like tat, i already feel satisfied le...

Tuesday, July 17, 2007 @ Tuesday, July 17, 2007

what are the consequences if time does not exist?

• Couple will not have a "everlasting" love

• Student will not have exam at all

• There will be no birthday, christmas, youth day, vesak day, deepavali day, wadever day...

• No marraige at all...

• No stages to go through : Childhood, teenage hood, adulthood, elderly...

If you were to ask if there exists any sequence of "before/after", I would say yes.

If you were to ask if there exists any sequence of "past/present/future", I would say yes


At least we noe wat the
definition of
"forever"
"eternity"
"everlasting"...

Dun you?

Monday, July 16, 2007 @ Monday, July 16, 2007

Today is a SUCK UP day!!!

ARRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

First, My body state is beyond my control..

The 2nd time i feel SO BLOODY WEAK at school...

Dun even have the mood to voice my opinion in class, haizz..

To make thing even WORSE, 5 TEAmMATES become 2 TEAmMAtes..

Me and tat JM boy...

Actually, he is more of a help than a hindrance today..

I am darn tired when Saf walk out from the room, leaving us only 2 to chiong the slides our own...

Coz we need to prepare explanation for each of the slides..

And i dun care, i jus FOCUS on one sector in WATER...SUrface Tension

So, i make out all the notes, but in the end...

I give up, and just say out the slide without any explanation given...

I DUn CARE, Jus tell me what the fuck had i done...dun bother to explain

If i get a B for daily grade, i am quite happy to accpet it..

This wasn't my week at all...

I was feeling a sense of emptiness after my "team" had finish the ppt..

I feel a sense of helplessness wash over me,

Jus imagine you mug and chiong the slide for so hard,
but then ur presentation at tat moment sux, and tat's it...

Haiz, PBL system is a reflection on how society is like...

I aimlessly seat down back my chair and try to find tat person in the many names at the MSN list..

Find dao le, i dunno y i was feeling
a sense of relieve surge through my body when i see his/her name appear on line tat very moment.

TO me, it's a sort of thing tat can let my soul lean on his/her shoulder for a little while...

And it's actually a sense of satisfaction and calmness...

And i feel better after chatting with him/her..

Better..

LOL,

慧绮....

A miracle...

@ Monday, July 16, 2007

I will be posting two post for today...

Today my school RJ post one very interesting question and i would like to share my answer right here with you, my faithful reader...

How would you rank your priorities among wealth, health, family, friend, and faith (if any)? Why?

For me health is the top priority in my life. Without health, one had nothing.
Just imagine if you have a nice big house and lot of money in your bank. But you are sick and pale lying on your bed, and do not even have the energy to walk out from your bedroom to
enjoy the sweet fragrant of the flower in your garden.
And by that, money is just a useless pile of junks sitting at the corner. Because you do not have the right to enjoy simple little fun activities like running, walking and jumping freely about like any other ordinary citizen get to experience everyday

Family will be the second priority in my life. Even you have the best pal in the world who claims that they will be willing to risk their own life to save yours. To stat the basic truth,
blood is thicker than water. As no matter what happen, if you are bedridden and met up with a ghastly accident that scale you forever, your family will always be
standing beside you, guiding you on, cheering you on to live one’s best every day.

Friends will be the third in my priority. Without friends, one will not really get to experience the chance to be close to another stranger in one’s life. Friends are what make one’s life brighten up with simple gesture of greeting, consoling, thanking and hugging.
Friends help to stand you up when your family is not helping to lighten up your burden.
With friends, one will be able to communicate one own deepest stuff to another non related human.

Wealth will be my fourth priority in life. As without money, one can’t get one basic necessities like water and electricity in life. Only with money, one can get one own favorite stuff. There is a saying which state that. “Money can’t buy you happiness.”
Actually, money can indeed buy you happiness.
Just take an example from my daily life. I see a kid eyeing a big candy just outside a provision shop and just happen I got enough loose change. I pull out one two dollars and buy one big strawberry to the girl. And I will not forget the
pair of sweet innocent eyes that is shining in glee and happiness at that moment. And the happiness I get from buying one candy to a wanting kid is enough to last me from three days.
Money is actually a medium that help you to buy happiness some time in life.

The last thing will be faith. Well, human needs faith, but without healthiness, family, friends and wealth. Faith in my option is just something you held onto it, as you nothing in life to let you hold you up. If one had family, friends, healthiness and wealth, there is enough as they had already build up your faith. This is all one’s faith in life.

Work again...

Sunday, July 15, 2007 @ Sunday, July 15, 2007

Today was dim-sum day wif relatives..

Wake up wif a weak body and ultra groggy mind set..

Mum say tat we can go home after finish the morning dim-sum breakfast..

Actually i was planning to msn, chat on phone, do my video n prepare to practise on my piano score...

When a sms ring out, i expect it from tat person...

But it was from Linda, my colleage..

She is darn funny today...

Talk abt some colleage having flu, one off and the other cannot make it tat day...

Then i decide to give up all my planning and return to work..

Which i discover tat ben my boss had resign and winnie is resigning this month....

Coz the management is shifting to another person..

Darn weird...

Without ben and winnie, the whole toy room is like changing to a different one..

Another major change, coz the last thing i ever tot will change is the both of them...

Haiz...get used to it le..

I heard a new colleage from linda saying tat her name is germaine aka olivia the mouse

i was puzzled and ask y the mouse

She say coz she look like one blur mouse..

i was laughing..

But i rmb one time i see another gurl with short brown hair, a nice gentle feature..

I was like asking is she the one who work at tat time

She reply yes..

Den impossible look like olivia mah, she look so sweet..

She say i must be thinking of the wrong person..

Coz she say my another colleage, jac say tat she can't even WET when she see her

I was ROFL...

Wah liao, jac sia...u r thinking darn far sia...

Ok, enough of this weird idea le

Hey, jus found out tat a cosplay shop open up in My.playground at suntec tower 3, level 3

Darn fun sia, the clothes r NICE, but also at the same time EXPENSIVE

I was hook onto a sleave shirt, cool design, nice shirt end, but $ 90 minus 20% discount...

Even minus off still will burn 1 big hole in my pocket...

Haiz, dun wanna buy so ex, wait for it to come down 50%, den i will be willing to chiong to there and grab tat shirt...

hahahaha...awaiting for tat day...

Well, lol, tat person come and find me today...

I was expecting him/her anyway..lol

HAHAHA...he/she sent me a pink monkey, benko and a lots of bu dao wen..

so many toys...yay...smile...

ok, reveal a bit of tat person information

Well, actually we r having a well havin
a sibling cum like cum pei de relationship

tat's all for thoes who r curious abt tat person...

LOL

Saturday, July 14, 2007 @ Saturday, July 14, 2007

Dunno y i suddenly feel actually life can be full of surprise and twist

A lotsa ppls i knew from childhood suddenly grew up...

In terms of thinking and actions, they simply changed a lot...a lot

Is this what growing up is all about??

Change...transform .....grow up....matuarity...

LOL, such mockery...

Suddenly, everyone seem trying hard as best to
show out their adult side to the frenzs
and hid their childish n kidish thinking in one corner of their information overload mind...

I admit i am trying tat too...

Partly is beacause i noe i will step out into the society very soon in the distand future..

And such thinking is wasting one own precious time in the ever changing society of singapore..

So, when i am now a teens of 17, i feel like wanting to
savour my soon to be finish
last spoon of the fun and joy of being a growing up kiddo...

When i hear someone say that 17 is actually not young in any sense...

I feel a slight saddness upon my burden heart...

But i needa agree it's true and i really can sense it in my soul..

So, by the age of 21, i am willing to drop out of any nonseical stuffs which does not bear what society want...

LOL, wat a boring life...
- Go to school..(study..study..study..)
-Find a opposite sex and get marry
-Raise kid
-be grandparent
-Angel

Sometime, i seriously want some major disaster
to shake my life up,
to disturb the straight flow of my life chart,
to make it tuspy topvy, curly wurly....

Coz, like tat it's wat make me truly alive...

-Being chased by the police
-See the shadow of death falling upon me b4 angel of hope save me
-Run to the end of the world and shout out loud
-Sleep to the very end of time and notice tat my life had chandged

LOL, abt relationship thingy, it's not i dun wan..

It's i afraid i will stuck in the same old routine wif the same person for the next 5 years...

The love maybe still there, but the experience i will get will be shallow and on he surface...

I mostly jus like and go away, in order to
preserve the most basic sweet memory tat i have on the person...

Like tat , life will be fun..

Being single and available but not interested in stead is wat i hold firmly bah...until when the time come to fulfill my parent dream of wanting me to get marry..den, like tat lo

2 Cindy: (if u r reading this oneday, this is directed to u, hope u dun mind me writing my thought here regarding to u..)

Well, i have seen u grow up since primary school till now...

From a suave outgoing girl, u blossom into a beautiful femanine gurl..

yah, but sometime it's alright to let go off ur grip for just a little while

Relax, there is a time to be a girl, there is
a time to face the real self inside u...

Ok, gurl, u r still young..enjoy life now...

Dun keep thinking it supposed to be this...
it supposed to be tat...

Choose ur own way, dun be too concious of wat other think of u

Better let other hate the real u rather than u dun love urself...

Relax, ok??

And this is direct to tat person:

Thanks for adding me in friendster...
Thanks for being tat small pebble tat cause a small ripple in my life...
Thanks for "loving" me so much..hahahahaha
Thanks for the time we share...

hmm, tat's it...lol

14/7/2007

@ Saturday, July 14, 2007

WOW

4th time in life to ever out so late until 4.30am

Simply love the caress of the wind in the night across my skins..

LOL'

actually, it i watch midnight movie of HP and the goblet of fire with my buddies at school...

HAHAHHA....

To say the truth, i dun have any strong burning feeling for harry potter anymore...

It's has become a habit to follow up anything regarding to harry potter, books and movies ...etc..

Well...this 5th version a bit rush..keep bouncing here and there...

It nv try to explain for a while b4 swosshing to another scene...

But thanks god, i got read the books so i understand wth is gig up in there..

Dan acting has seriously improved a LOT ..a LOT!

The way he squirm and struggle on the floor with his mind burning with different emotion and thought of lord vodelmort...

I can feel the pain when he groan in agony on the floor, trying to fight off voldemort of his body..

And he win, by saying...

"There is one thing you will never have, friendship and true love, i feel sad for u.."

Yah, Voldermort indeed miss out these 2 greatest things in this world...

Friendship and love...

The most funniest thing is when the weasley brother throw firecrackers all over the test hall, interrupting the flow of the test.

(Just imagine someone flew inside into the exam hall
in the middle of your O-level examination and start throwing beautiful firecrackers all over the place, wow...i dun mind tru..hahahahaa)

The saddest thing will be harry god father just faded inside to the empty wall by a single death curse...

Everything turn in to slow motion when another professor try to held him back...and he keeps screaming his name again and again...

Thrilling scene will be in the secret apartment in the ministry of magic..

cool scene...

LOL...

Well..okok abt hp le, back to my main topic of the say..

I sent a gift to tat person tat day...

HAHAHa..

i like the way he/she innocently smile at me...

Cute sia...

just hope he/she like the gift i sent her...

LOL, hope u like my gift...

Friday, July 13, 2007 @ Friday, July 13, 2007

"I sell Hala Pork bao...."

The first thing i laugh in class was this sentence...

LMOF.....

(die laughing...)

William stated that Pork is hala...

coz Pork dun eat Pork...

hahahahahahah...

Some idiot also say:' how about we set up A SHOP name "hala Pork"

hahahahaha...no offense, jus a joke...

Lijie add in another sentence, when i say, "Chicken da bao.."

"Hey, you can drink chicken milk or not?"

I was like ROLF!!!!!

hahahahaha

I only got hear goat milk, horse milk, cow milk, ......................milk...

But i nv hear chicken milk b4...quite fresh...

LOL

coz chick munch up seeds only mah...lol

Another Fuck up problem happen today

Wolia...tat bastard idiotic guy last min...nono....at 2.30 sharp ask me to brush up his slide..

He simply suck to the core...

I was darn PISS off by him...

If i can swear here in blog, u can imgaine the anger within me..

I was like a wheezing airbag after i finish editing his darn disgusting slide..

And he keep asking me as if nth happen..

must deleat here...must add there..must...WO LIA>.<

He do lah, say so much...Fucker sia..

I dun care if u r reading this...

I nv had been so angry in my RP life b4...

PLZ dun spoilt my image as a calm and neutral person..

Thanks hor...

Thursday, July 12, 2007 @ Thursday, July 12, 2007

LOL

Today haiz....

I was wanting to go to the what kind of Engineering talk today to get my CE point.

It start at 12.30.

And so off i go wif my some of classmate who is in SIT and SEG.

Qu dao na bian, we all "kena slam in the face" by the faci who say no more space liao...

okok loh, shi you dian depressed but recover after that ....

Something happen today...

I dun wanna reveal wat happen today, but jus wanna shout out my feeling at here

Stunned, shocked and surprised was what i feel when the i get to know of the matter via MSN..

I remained calm but the feeling jus got STRONGER and STROnger until to the point i ask the person can i scold him/her...

the reply is yes...

I just unlesh and feel calm after that...

LOL, i dunno wat to say abt this and i dunno how to make any sense out of it...

And if u r reading this, sms or msn me...

Cause, i will tell u the answer...

Sunday, July 08, 2007 @ Sunday, July 08, 2007

Saturday, July 07, 2007 @ Saturday, July 07, 2007

- Newspaper with a Square cut in between situated in the middle of

FLOORBALL court.

-GO up a escalator TWICE to see 4 apples : 3 RED, 1 GREEN

-Smell and TASTE 5 spices on a tray...

-A DARK room.............with cricket sounds buzzing...

-A box hidden with GATSBY gel inside which they make us stick inside to figure out what is really inside

LOL

The most funny thing was to travel up the escalator twice to see aPPLES..hahhaha

I ask Kai, he say, " TO make us generate ideas for the 2nd time..."

And also the spices, to say the truth, i was having paranoid about the spices.

Cause i really dun like to TASTE such stuff.

But thanks god KAI was willing to be a geniue pig and use his last finger to dap a on the surface of the spices and put it into his lip...

I sense a MAJOR headache, cause i really don't know the name of the spices at all, and i was thinking hot to add this "SPICY" stimulas into my short play...

WHen the gurl say it's alright to put the word, "spice" in my play..

My body at once let go of the increasing tension which was at tat time building up in me everywhere...PHEW...

I manage to add the spice word in where they suppose to be..Below is part of my extraction from my play.

(Dim light. A hospital bed was situated at the left side of the stage, with an old man lying on it wheezing with tubes all over him. James was writing in something beside him)

James: Due to sensitiveness to certain spices, this led to having a major cramp in his stomach,

HAHAHAHA....funny right, but tat is the only thing i can thought at tat time...

Time itself is TICKING very fast...n the pace of my fingers increasing with the every second passing by...

LOL, the next funny thing is the dark room...

At first, when i got in, i was puzzled about the lighting of the room and what they are suppose to mean...

Then i stood in the room for a few minute before the sound of CRICKET began to BUZZ into my EAR...

I love that one as i am dealing with the sound theme in my play, ....so EASY..LOL

The most sticky part is the GATBY GEL...at first i felt something cold and slimy

i was goint to pull my finger away when my fingers go in to it unconsiously when sudden cool feeling went pass into my skins and into the very tip of my nerves situated in the front part of the hand....

When i pull the darn thing out, i then found out it was GEL...LOL, quite funny..

In the end, i MANAGED to FINISH the whole play in 5 hours NEVER counting toilet break and lunch break..

HAHAHHAHA

Sad..

Friday, July 06, 2007 @ Friday, July 06, 2007

Sian, Just FLIPPED open my purple diary in class...

SAD...1/2 of it is soggy in water, blurring all my memories and feeling in one instant...

The feeling is depressing, all my memories of past event r all destroyed jus like tat...

Wo bu gan xin, i am going to rewrite all the posting one by one by sunday night...

No matter how many days it is going to take, i really can't jus let go of the book...

It's too HEAVY wif all my memories and emotion...

I still can remember what i have written inside, i will REWRITE one by one in a new book...

MY diary was really 1/2 destroyed by dunno wat water...haiz

now DRYing 2 important paper...I was really sad by it...

It's alright..."The old must be gone to exchange for a new wan..."

Yah...LOL, today that person morning call me...Hahaa

i wake up quite early, den he/she say nt fun coz i lost my early-wake-up voice...

LOL

Thursday, July 05, 2007 @ Thursday, July 05, 2007

I think the reson I am a blogger-maniac is b'coz of someone i recently know....



They are my most faithful reader...hahahahaha



Juz meet a school mate i used to have FUN together in PriMary school



She still have the same look, same hairlength, same way of sleeping on MRT...



She is glancing at me as tru she see me b4, but forget about my name...



I jus turned my head away and walk into the MRT...



She...stand in one corner with an MP4...



I stand in one corner with a book....

Different people...different world...

LOL

Anyway, I finally brought Perfume: A Story of murderer...YEAH, i nv waste my trip which was quite comical and funny actually.

I think it's mainly due to the reason that i was on the phone with someone that i suddenly turn into a gaint sotong.

I mistake Tiong baru as Tajor pagar..Sian...

Next, i walk the wrong side of the TRAFFIC light and then have to u-turn back..

That person was Laughing all the way....Haiz

But i was EXHILARATED when the faint caress on the book touch my fingertips only..hahahhaha

Coz i really went all the way down lugging my HEAVY lappy down by walking and MRT-ing...

The reward is DEFINITELY worthwhile...LOL

today i was being "cheated" by someone who must not be name..hahhahaha

That person juz call and say wanna meet me to accompany me all the way to Boon lay MRT station..

I reject the idea as the person's house is at the other end of SINGAPORE..

The duration he/she travel back alone will be sian...

Den he/she tell me that he/she still wanna meet me, and in the end after a lotsa 'bu yao"

I Give in and say that it he/she choose to come wan, not i force wan...

he/she say 20 mins...

I was puzzled when i put down the phone....

"Can be so fast?"

After a while standing in the crwd buzzing MRT control station.

I decide to buy a small packet of HL milk to kill the time while i sup in my novel details..

Found a nice place to see while at the same time observe the crowd mongers...


Few mins later...

GOt a few itsy-bitsy ant crawl up my hands, kill a few ones and let one escape away...

It's not i want to kill...i was in a stunned mood, and my sudden reaction is to clear off this pests which are strolling across my arms...

20 mins pass, that person appear and i tot it's MRT we r taking...i start taking the lead lo...

Den he/she tug at my arm abd say his/her brother is driving me home...

I was huh..dun wan...so weird to sit in someone else car...

But in the end, i agreed and to my little surprise, i found "my cousin" sitting in the front of the car.

So cute, she just raise her hand and i just held it like it is the most natural thing in this world.

And her voice is sooo sweet...

A child-like innocence with a hint of mature beahavior is what i can call her...

LOL, really surprise me...

And the person keep laughing and giggling all the way in the car...LOL

I nv expected he/she would suddenly attack me with this...hahahahhaah

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