Bye...2009

Thursday, December 31, 2009 @ Thursday, December 31, 2009

2009..

A time of stupidity. A time of Maturity.
A time to cry. A time to smile.

I love 2009....even through it was not the best year....

But I grown alot...

I learn to let go of certain stuffs...

I learn how to cherish....how to treasure...

No more whirlwind..no more tsunami....No more hurricane...

Just a ripple here and there....

2009..seems so far away from me now...

From tml onwards...My calender will be flip to a new page of 2010...my hp will be showing 2010...

I love it...I will be turning 20 soon...

But I am not feeling sadden by the big 2...

Still got 3...4...5...6..7...to go...

And I wan to spend all the new years eve with my gf....till I am all wrinkled and too old to stand up...LOL

My baby gf will be just starting her journey....I hope hers will be fill with interesting encounters and adventures just like me...

I mean in term of friends..school...work and camping trips...not others things..ok..baby?? ^^

New Years resolutions

FINIsH UP the god-damn FYP
Be loving with my darling...
Be more outspoken...
Be a fucking good pianist...

Tat's all..folks...

Bye 2009..

NEW YEAR EVE Party...wheeeeeeeeee

Sunday, December 27, 2009 @ Sunday, December 27, 2009

My X'mas CARD!!

Yippy...She finally gave me a CARD!!!

I really love the card...it's so furry...haha

CUTE!!

Mango Pudding...

Tuesday, December 22, 2009 @ Tuesday, December 22, 2009

To my mum, dad and all those ppl who are againist me,

So you are telling me that I must get marry and have kids to have a perfect family life...

So, why can't I do that with her?

I used to struggle..I used to cry..I used to try to live the life u wan me to have...

But it's so hard...

I try to be straight...but it's just so impossible...

I try to see guys as potential mate, husband and partner...

But it's feel so strange..so weird to me...

Maybe it's true...I think too much...

I try to tame down my desire for woman...but my heart wun stop loving them...

YEap..u are telling me that one day they will grow up and marry..and only leave me alone...

But it's my choice...

Coz they dun have a dick..so my love is a sin...

Coz we can't fuck in the normal way...so my love is a sin...

Define love for me...

U ask me do I love her?

yes...I really do...

LAst day in Toyroom...

@ Tuesday, December 22, 2009

trip^^

@ Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Back from trip..^^

We really have a fun time at there, even though it's a bit expensive for a 2 day 1 nite trip...

But well...it's a once in a lifetime trip..

Darling is so intrigue by all those mudskippers at there...

We actually get to see a mini crab digging itself into the mud..haha

Lunch: seafood
Tea-time: crispy prawn omelete
nite: BBQ..whoot..the best one
Morning: Soyamilk and fried doughsticks
2nd day lunch: seafood...

Wan pictures...go to my facebook and see..

LOL...too lazy to upload here..

The memorable part of the trip: we actually smash up the electic light by poking the crackers into it...best one..

HAHA..den there this auntie beside us..

" it's spoilt...it's spoilt..it's SPOILT!"

I was like..can u just shut up...we are not deaf and mute and blind...

Of coz, it's all smash up..idiot..

But thanks goodness, the organizer of the trip said it's ok..and he will tell his uncle about it..

And yep, we brought a new couple keychain...it show a piece of rose sticking itself into the shit...

HAHA..darling took the rose..I took the shit..

=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Sunday, December 13, 2009 @ Sunday, December 13, 2009

Darling's height Your Height Says You're Daring

You are a true adventurer, and you live for the thrill. You have a lot of charisma, and you're good at convincing people to join you in your schemes. You are open to the world, and you make connections easily. You have lots of friends. You are likely to have many life paths to choose from. There are many possibilities open to you. You are about as tall as the average Vietnamese woman.

Thursday, December 10, 2009 @ Thursday, December 10, 2009

When U throw it at my hand...

I Could felt myself on the brink of killing myself...of ending my life on the spot...

For the first time in my life....all those betrayals, cheating and rubbish that I had dealt in the past was just so minor...so small...

The pain that I felt just now was simply unbearable...

I was not the kind of gurl who used gurl for the sake of money...

I am not...I might be poor...but I wun resort to this kind of state...

U can say it's ego again..but everyone have their own pride..

No matter how little it is..it's still pride...

When I say stop..I mean stop...

I wan u to stop buying prepaid card for me....

I mean it....I am echoing out my request in my own blog...

Stop...I mean it...

I wun be willful with my money anymore...

I will put some money aside for my own...

Coz I dun wan us to quarrel over money again...

I hate it..I hate myself...

The more u give...the more I hate myself...

Say me ego..or what....I dun care....

Tat's the only way...or we will keep on quarreling with each other...

Give n take relationship must be balance...

U give too much..I keep taking....

Tat's y we quarrel...

This is the first time ever in my relationship that I am the one who keep taking....

I dun like....I hate it...really hate it...

Haiz...

I just wan u to be happy....

I am tired of quarreling...of fighting...for the sake of money...

U can beat me, slap me...just dun hurt my heart...

The emotional pain is much heavier compare to the pinch on my flesh...

I am sorry..for saying the dumbest thing ever...

I am sorry...for saying such an immature stuff...

I am sorry...for being so weak...

I am serious abt u...

If I am just having fun...I wun even ask u to be my gf...

I will not be so weak anymore...coz I dun wan to see ur tears again...

I love u...

Tuesday, December 08, 2009 @ Tuesday, December 08, 2009

The most morbid news I ever heard from my frenz this year...

Scenario:

You have a wonderful gf whom u loved with all ur heart and soul. Out of nowhere, her ex pop out and asked her to fulfil her b'dae wish by sleeping with her. Your gf asked u for ur permission...
What will u do? what will u say?

*Sleeping: means sleep, nothing else...

But C'mon, the tot of it sucks..

How would I noe she is hugging her to sleep..or maybe more than tat...

How WOuld I noe if they have any pillow talk in the nite?

Will they talk about me? And what would they talk about?

How would I noe the expression of my gf when she is looking at her ex sleeping in front of her eyes? Will it be a pair of gentle-looking eyes? Will it burn with lust? Will it drooped down in a moment of regret that they should not break up in the first place?

How would I noe if the gurl will do anything physical to my gf?

How would I noe If my gf will fall in love with her for the 2nd time?

It is cheating..

The whole idea of meeting ur ex alone is totally wrong...or even sleep with her...(unless u r still single, it's alrite)

But it's a big No No...if u have a new gf...

If u die die wanna meet ur ex, make sure to bring a frenz along...else..who noe what will happen?
Dun do this kind of stupid stuffs, when u noe it's gonna hurt the one who love u the most...

What do u mean by ex....Past tense...

So the only thing u can do is to reject...

Monday, December 07, 2009 @ Monday, December 07, 2009

Sometime, I wish to treat her to a restaurant and make her happy once in a while..

Sigh...I hate myself for being so poor...

By the start of next year, I will try to find a part time that can earn more money...

That's a curse to myself...

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