Thursday, January 28, 2010 @ Thursday, January 28, 2010

I need to get rid this feeling off right here...

Nervous. Butterflies in my stomach. Anxious.

Once again, I am panicking about my future again...when I swear I wun have this feeling again...

I wan to go to NAFA...So simple...a simple wish...

I wan a miracle....I wan it to be me...

I wan it so much...

爱情的最高境界

Saturday, January 23, 2010 @ Saturday, January 23, 2010

有一天，她问他：“你说，爱的最高境界是什么？”

他想了想说：“是生与死。你想啊，一个人可以为另一个人去死，这还不是爱情的最高境界吗？”

她点了点头，又摇了摇头。

“那你说是什么？”他问。

她笑道：“是习惯，当你习惯了另一个人生活中的习惯，你就是真的爱上他了。”

爱情是一个人认同另一个人的习惯。习惯了她的鼾声，从不适应到习惯再到没有她的鼾声就睡不着觉，就是爱。

习惯了她的任性，撒娇，甚至无理取闹，无事生非，就是爱。

一个人为去迁就另一个人。甚至为对方改变自己，这就是爱。

如果你始终不能适应另一个人的所有习惯，那说明了你并不爱她，或者你还未爱到最高境界。


当你已经习惯你喜欢那个人所有习惯。列入她衣服上的汗味，她干净的上衣，她半夜起来玩电脑游戏，那么请你不要再问“爱是什么?" 这个愚蠢的问题了。

有人说：不是爱她，而爱有她的日子。”

习惯是爱的最终归属，也是爱的最高境界。

老婆，十一个月快乐。。。

我爱你。。。

Thursday, January 21, 2010 @ Thursday, January 21, 2010

It's all going to end soon...

I love the feeling of liberation....

I still remembered that I start my first day with anticipation and a tinge of nervousness....

My first lesson. My first semester classmates. My first poly camp. My first IG.

It was all new to me...

A gawky secondary school student trying to find her way in a new environment...

LOL...I really think my life just started at the age of 17...

I was beginning to enjoy my life...throwing away all my morality and rules...

Coz you only live life once...period.

I wanna leave this school..not becoz I hate it...

B'coz I am sick of PBL...

I rather rest my head on my piano keys...

I wanna really immerse myself in the discipline of music...just for once..concentrate in it..

Ya..Darling is now working part time in Sanrio...haha

Her arch enermy...Hello Kitty...

LOL..imagine she had to face the mouthless cat for so many days...

XDDDDDDDDD

For me, I am now working as a weekend promoter at parkway parade promoting Aerogaz electronic product....

Quite slacky...not much ppl...

A big Thanks to Justina for helping me find it...else i will be damn broke...

Ok..tat's all..folks..

Saturday, January 16, 2010 @ Saturday, January 16, 2010

You Are Double Chocolate Hot Chocolate

When you do anything, you do it big. You live large, and you don't hold back. You either love or hate things with a passion. And since you love hot chocolate, of course you want to double down. You're the type of person most likely to make your own hot chocolate. Only you can make it as decadent as you like it. And you're also likely to go for the good stuff - real chocolate. No wimpy cocoa packets for you!

20th b'dae!!

Thursday, January 14, 2010 @ Thursday, January 14, 2010

OFFICIALLY 20...

Wheeeeeee

I skip 1/2 a day of school..n feel damn proud of it....haha

Darling brought it for me...

I nearly cried..

It was probably the most expensive bag which I had ever carry...

I name it the bullet bag...coz It looked like a bullet vest to me...

Thanks Darling, I will treat the bag with care and dignity...

I wun let bullet suffer a stain or a tear...i wun let it go tru what xiao qing and xiao bai had gone tru...

I promise...

Monday, January 11, 2010 @ Monday, January 11, 2010

Top 10 things tat haven change in me



1) I still love BOOK..

I used to go to the library to bury myself into the scent of book. Always.
Everyday. The librarian dote on me the most..haha. I just love the library, the
scent, the book, the emptiness, the feeling of being silent. I love it all..Most
of my frenzs say I am such a weirdo...Always..book..book..and more
books..HAHA..But, it will always be part of my life...always..

2) I got a laughing nerve tat once trigger..it wun stop for a long time.

I am...ppl always mistake me as cold, aloof, proud and arrogant. Really, I
hate it...it's all wrong..

I am kind to u as long u r kind to me. I only judge ppl by the way they
treat me..not in other ways else...

3) I still write journal

not soo much..but when I am in the mood to scribble down my tot in that
moment...

4) I will still bang my piano when I am in the mood to bang her...

LOL..sound so freaking wrong..but I do...

5) I am particular abt my hair...

who wun..hahaha

6) I prefer traditional study method compare to PBL system

So when I come back to RP for the last day..I gonna point middle finger at
the school b4 I go out..

7) I love fireworks..

8) I love SPORTs..even i dun have the time for it..haha

9) I am still searching for the real me.

10) I dunno what to write....

The life 20 year old Mum and The Single parent mum

Friday, January 08, 2010 @ Friday, January 08, 2010

I just discovered a few of my frenzs actually quit school to get married and have baby...

O.O

Kudos to them....Such an act of bavery and selfless sacrified to their unborn baby...

And they are all from the age of 18-21 years old...

Their husband is around those age...or too busy to take care of the baby...

http://www.youth.sg/content/view/2661/29/1/3/

Read this...

Elle's husband is with the Navy, and his physically demanding job takes him
away from the family most of the time. So, when it comes to babycare, Elle is
counted on to be independent - other family members are all working. She was
taking a course in real estate management at a private school before she quit.

I wonder how can she did it?

Home alone with crying kid..ur husband is out at the sea...and u have just a piece of O level cert...ur frenzs around ur age is bz with their schools, projects, outings, parties and tons of clubbing...

You are just barely 20...tied down with a kid...

Wow..give her 2 big claps...

The other article I jus found was abt Single mother...

http://leelilian.blogspot.com/2008/09/my-opinion-on-single-mums-single.html

I had send emails to MOM, MCYS, IRAS and HDB respectively and confirmed that all mothers, except unmarried single mothers, in Singapore, are entitled to the following:

-3 months of maternity leave (1st 2 months funded by employer and the 3rd month by MOM)Unwed mums are not entitled to the 3rd month unless they marry within 6 months to the man who fathered the child (amended in 2007).

-Baby Bonus which consists of cash gift as well as topping up of CDA account with cash.

-Income Tax Relief such as; parenthood tax relief, foreign maid levy relief, grandparents care giver relief and working mothers’ child relief

-The eligibility for new HDB flats (a single below age 35 and a child below age 21 do not form a family nucleus)

The question is why are they left out from these entitlements?

Singapore should not close one eyes towards single mother anymore...

If u wan a proper family nuclues..educate the guys first...

Dun push the blame to woman by saying tat o...premarital sex is wrong..u gurls should not done it in the first place..nw consequences is up to u face it...

WT*....

Government, times change le...give the single mother a break...

They love their child, so they give birth to them...

And isn't u guy who been complaining tat S'pore population is gig down down down....

Now got babies...still dun allow all those benefit for the mother for their contribution to the S'pore population...

If u can, try to force those married couple who died died also dun wan any kids to procreate...

They r the ppl who u guys should be pointing finger at...not those single mother...

tsk...

Wednesday, January 06, 2010 @ Wednesday, January 06, 2010

You Are a Pencil

You are a flexible, easy going person. You go with the flow, and you don't mind making a few mistakes along the way. You don't like paying attention to details, and you feel constricted by rules. You are a free spirit. You wouldn't want to predict the future even if you could. You love that life is full of surprises. In fact, you surprise yourself every day.

Yep...I love to scribble with pencil...cheap and easy..

You Are a Sonnet

There's no way we would write a whole sonnet for you So you'll have to just believe that our love is true You are a romantic at heart with a beautiful spirit You should embrace who you are and never fear it

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