Thursday, January 31, 2008 @ Thursday, January 31, 2008

TOday's PIZZA day..

Friday, January 25, 2008 @ Friday, January 25, 2008

Dunno why...

Does 2nd time mean letting history appear all over again??

I remember when i get my O-level result last year...

The feeling of dread washed up to me like a wave..

I was feeling cold...

Not physically..

but deep within me...

I feel numb...

I was scare at tat time...

Scare i got nowhere to go..

I nv feel so lonely in my life before..

I dun wanna face my frenzs..

Coz all r smiling happily around me..

and i simply can't bear it..

I jus take my result and walk out...

Walk out from the school..

While i was walking...

I tot the feeling of coldness will go away..

But it jus freeze somewhere around my chest...

That feeling is so pain...so cold..

I jus take out my phone and call my senior..

When i heard his sound...

i feel a sense of relief...

He was there to console me...

Tell me there is still place for me to go..

Doors are still open for me...

My mind was whirling and twirling at tat time...

I nv feel so confuse at that time...

no..should be my past 16 years at tat time..

But after finish talking to my senior...

I feel the burden deep within me lighten up..

Thanks to him...seriously...

I dunno what i will do if not for his voice tat time...

And till to this day, he is still my favourite senior...^^

And so now...i need to re take O-level English..

And i am gig to do it well..

I am not gig to let history of that day happen again..

I wanna walk out with tat certificate, feeling safe and happy..

I wanna let the afternoon sun caressed my skin...

And i going to let happiness overwhelmed me next year when i get back my result...

I will...

NExt topic..

I noe Rp is a fuck up school as many ppl deem it to be..

I noe it also had a fuck up system..

And i admit it is a fucking fuck up school with fuck up system..

But u noe wat wat..readers..

I jus happen to fall in love wif this fucking school..

PBl system actually had her own beauty...

it let u think out of the box...

I noe in this School....

I might face obstacles in gig to local university..

But who care..as long i am happy studying in tat fuck up hell of a school..

so...^^

Tuesday, January 22, 2008 @ Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Ok..shuck...

I need to face the truth...

I wanna retake english O-level..

Else..can forget abt getting into the local university..

The fact just sank into me..

Haiz...

The faci also gave me a piece of advise..

"It's better you suffer now than in the future.."

Ok, i am going to heed that advise..

It's jus one english language...

Sure can make it...

Dun not wan to mess it up again..

Wanna give myself another chance...

The registration for Private Candidates is on 10 - 22 March

Wun forget abt it...

Gonna chiong this time..

"in the place worn down by saddness, there is something called a miracle, is waiting..."

Can de..

Should be can..

I wun let my fear and loneliness make my decision...

And this is what i am gonna do...

I can cope de..

I will..

And rechelle, thanks for cheering me up and "motivating me"...

Friday, January 18, 2008 @ Friday, January 18, 2008

http://www.fridae.com/newsfeatures/article.php?articleid=1732&viewarticle=1&searchtype=section&cat=S&title=

I really love this post..

coz sian-ing in class...

den go n entertainment myself in the gay n les website of s'pore...

so funny la...

I was giggling like siao...

surprise to noe there r this "label crisis" in s'pore...esp for les...

LOL...

ok..i am being hyper now...

show a comment from there..

To those who love the soup can/ supermarket product analogies:

Imagine going to supermarket one day and finding everything label-less... and having to open every can/bottle/box to see what's inside...absolutely right. That 's the diff! @@

compare the L to soup...

HAHAHA

Monday, January 14, 2008 @ Monday, January 14, 2008

coz recently was so bloody tired tat i nv update...

Thursday, January 10, 2008 @ Thursday, January 10, 2008

Today had been quite a fruitful day...

The problem statement is all about tax...tax...tax..

I was bored inside me half way through my friends presentation..

But i need to stay awake lo..coz our team is in charge of asking question to the team..

Need to talk...else my daily grade will be affect...

Den blah..blah..blah..

Find out that i am more interative with my class gurls more than the past...

Not bad..hahahaha..

And today, feel like buying a small pencil box to put my stationery inside...

And if anyone says Rp is paperless and stationery-less..

Crap la..

We still need paper and pens to put down our ideas during presentation...

Else our ideas "poof"..disappear halfway through the presentation..

So, i went down to Rafflec place to buy a small cute "Edward Monkton" pencil bag..

Cost around $14.00...

But worth it..coz i liked it...^^

Den Ida asked me wanna walk to lao pa sat (Old market) to have our dinner...

And seriously speaking, this is my first time i saw esplanade in the daylight on the street...

And walked through streets which i never trod on before...

See stuffs that i never set my eyes on before..

So, today was quite a memorable day...

But the walking part is quite xin ku...

Coz, we are seriously starving while admiring the beautiful scenary around us..

Wanna appreciate..but we are hungry sia...

Den decide to walk on...

Finally reach liao..

And just happen, the seat we chose is beside a dim sum stall..

And the dim sum r damn cute la...

Got design like rabbit..and an animal with thorns around its back...

i buy four types...but eat one coz i am damn full after my noddles and Ida's dish of shell looking dish...

LOl

Den we walk down to Singapore river to have the night wind calm ourselves down..

And we start to talk about Ghost stories...and tsunami happening at that moment..

Dam funny la..

We are laughing until Rechelle calls me...

Had a good chat with her...

Den me and ida take turn to talk to her..

Dam hilarious...thoes chatting...

I simply love today...

Coz i haven feel this kind of calming joy for a long time..

I hope i can get to experience it again...

Monday, January 07, 2008 @ Monday, January 07, 2008

U noe wat...

When the truth suddenly jus shred its skin and emerged out to the mass...

The feeling is quite uncomfortable....

You keep telling urself you dun mind...

but ur heart had this tiny little voice which keeps nagging at u non stop...

ANother changes...

I nv thought things will rolled out in such a fast way..

But it had already happen le...

Well..nth much anyway..

To me, need to learn with it...

It part and parcel of my life...

Some things are not meant to be keep secret..

I will remember tat...

Friday, January 04, 2008 @ Friday, January 04, 2008

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