Thursday, July 30, 2009 @ Thursday, July 30, 2009

Tat's it

I am finally out of my rut after this 3 years in poly...

Time to sweat it all out...

I want to sweat it all out like never before...

Gonna start my sweating plan: Exercise

I will make sure to jog every one hour in the park before i take my dinner at night...

No sweating, I will run till I sweat..

I need to improve my stamina...

It's time to take care of myself...

Monday, July 27, 2009 @ Monday, July 27, 2009

Finally hand up FYP le..

Phew....left one more mountain to climb, which will be my oncoming Piano examination...

I dunno if I should trim my hair or let it grow a bit like those korean pretty boy hair styles..><

But I really love my hair rite nw...I think trim it first...^^

I wan to graduate now....n head on to NAFA...

Today seems like a bad day...

Groggy. Lating for class. Skipping 2nd meeting and get partial attendance. Wreck up 3rd meeting presentation. Eyes drooping in the middle of UT. Sucky piano practise.

What a #$%^&*() day...

Sigh..

Well...

Tml will be a brand new day

Sunday, July 26, 2009 @ Sunday, July 26, 2009

You Are Running Shorts

You are an energetic and hyper person. You are always on the go. You are driven and motivated. You can always make it to the finish line. You're confident and self-assured. You know you're not perfect, but you're pretty darn happy with who you are. You are conscientious and responsible. You are able to do the right thing, even when it's not the easy thing.

That first irreversible step....

@ Sunday, July 26, 2009

So tired everytime I get home...

Tat's y I stop blogging for this past few days...

Yay..We officially reach 5th months, still remain in a loving and chummy state...^^

She brought me a super cool grey shoes from River Island...

Damn nice la...never so into my shoes b4...

I can keep looking at my shoes when I am sitting down....hahaha

SHe adore the black little black pup bank that I had brought for her..^^

Even the sales assistance in Topshop squealed out, "oh tat's so cute..."

I am really into her...haha...never have I feel this way b4...this kind of closeness...this kind of emotion..

Anyway, I had gotten the tickets for the Ah kua show..^^

Happy Happy~~~

For those who are not sure about the Ah kua show, here is the link

http://ahkuashow.wordpress.com/

Tat'll be our 2nd musical show....

I wanna buy ticket for the stomp, which will be coming down to Singapore at oct...

Dar...wan??

^^

Monday, July 20, 2009 @ Monday, July 20, 2009

You Are a Dipped Cone

You are dramatic, deep, and even demanding. If you're going to do dessert, you're going to go all out with something super rich. People might be surprised to know that you worry about how you're perceived. You've got an image to keep up, and you don't ever want to appear weak.

@ Monday, July 20, 2009

Life just come by you one day and drag u by your collar..


Tat's how I feel rite nw..


After u finish PSLE..u level up to O-level...after O level, u either opt for A level or Diploma...


For the guys, it's NS...


For the gurls, it's a whole new topic...unless u wan to join the army...


Some ppl wan to further on their studies...some of them jus wanna throw their books and head out to the bright bright world...


For me...I prefer to study...


Coz I dun wan to have a job only paying lousy salary...


I been in the sales world for too long...see too much..understand how it work..

I dun wan to have tat kind of job for life..lol

But working part time in it is alright for me..

The next part time I wanna try will be tuitioning...

The future beckons.....

Sunday, July 19, 2009 @ Sunday, July 19, 2009

I finally GET my GREY SHOES!!!!

Darling is sooooooooo sweet.....brought me one pair from River Island...

^^

I will take good care of the shoe for as long as I still have both the use of my legs...

Sound mushy rite...but tat's indeed how I feel rite nw....

She is so adorable....sigh...

She is going me to spoil me rotten soon with all those pampering and love....

HAHAHAA....but she enjoy it...lols...

BUT...naw.....I am going to spoil her rotten too....hehehehe...

We have Ajisen for dinner....

Both of the omelets that she orders are quite appetizing...

After tat...we just walk around....

We saw a butch-femm couple in giant...

They look so cool la...

They just walk side by side without talking...

Maybe too tired to talk...I am not sure...

But the Butch's legs are seriously smooth-looking...hahahaha

The femm looks quite distasteful with 2 of her chubby cheeks powder with prominent red powder...

Urrgh...i rather she dun put the powder...It makes her look like some zombie from some 1970s hong kong vampire film...

Even my gf say I am mean...but ya..I am...><

@ Sunday, July 19, 2009

Now listening to Duel's Duet version of Merry X'mas, Mr Lawrence....

The combination of piano and violins is just so melodious...

Tml Is FYP FYP FYP n FYP...

After tat...I will focus on my piano examination with full force...

I admit I am quite lazy...unless there is a carrot dangling in front of me...I wun move my butt...

Now my carrot is NAFA...

^^....So this time, I wun go into the exam room with a horrifying feeling...

As for my relationship....We are still going strong n stable...

Just so ever in love with her........

Wednesday, July 15, 2009 @ Wednesday, July 15, 2009

I sit by my laptop
Weariness etches onto my face
Yet they are unseen by she world
The music which is now unravelling
reflects my emptiness

I try in vain
To hold my fragile self
Yet, she is not here
I'm alone

My sanity is slowly fading
Into the abyss

@ Wednesday, July 15, 2009

2 weeks counting down to FYP deadline..

I hope we will finish up everything by tat time...

The worst news of the day: My dad hits onto my Facebook profile...

grrrrrr....thanks god tat they can't recognise my gf on the pic...

After tat...I quickly lock up my a/c...><

The good news of the day: Me and Regine got to level up together in Crazy Planets...

HAHAHAHA....nv tot that game can be so addictive...especially when u r playing with the one u love...

Tml...she will have a major surprise on her own planet....^^

I seriously want to gay up my planet, like turning the whole earth into a grass paradise with rainbows, clouds, lollipop and roses all over it...

HAHAHA...but tat ain my style...

Currenly, my mum is nagging n cranking me to grow back my hair...

I only have 3 words for her: Wait long long...

I am not listening to ur crap about guys dun like gurls with short hair..

Pls sia..I live for the sake on my own..not for the pleasure of the male species...

This hairstyle is only the starting.....

I wanna be me....not wanna be those feeble women tat need guys in their lives...

I can nv be tat daughter u wan...

Just give it up...

Tml is another brand new day...

Monday, July 13, 2009 @ Monday, July 13, 2009

Tired....DEAd-tired...Super tired...

Laptop Crash...need to reboot...one of my application is not working well....my piano examination pieces....Just had a tryst with her...

Wat a life....

Slufpt....can I take a break?

Dar....sorry...I am too tired to feel anything other than stress....

Thursday, July 09, 2009 @ Thursday, July 09, 2009

I get a big A for my Marketing UT...

^^

Quite happy to see the big A sticking near to my name...

A sense of Accomplishment....

I feel a slight change to myself...maybe coz of my haircut and dressing...

My mum saw it...also nv scream at me...

She even told me the different style of short hair that is suitable for me...

I was..well..too short la..cannot...

Mine is quite short...she wan it even shorter...

sure..I dun mind..wahaha...

One of my male frenz sorta guess it correctly...

He kept pestering me about my sexual orientation...

Till today I went into the class with a whole new outlook...

He just smirked at me...like he sorta knew the answer to his question...

He just straightaway ask me am I a butch?

I was...-.-.

I dun consider myself as one....being butch is tiring to me...

Like having a lot of choices being cut away from u...

Andro is better....u can still be masculine but at the same time u can retain some of those feminine traits in u...

For me..I do...

I dunno..if it was the work of my mum..or the natural instinct in me that i dun mind dressing up as girl sometime...

To me...gender is such an ironical word...

There is no gender in this world...only sex(refers to the biological characteristics that define men and women.)

My dad just complained to me during dinner that one of my childhood playmate from Malaysia emanate feminine charactistic when he is cutting his hair...

I was.....sigh..well...poor him...

I feel my confidence coming back to me...nv have I feel so empower coz of a change hairstyle...
(must thanks my darling for encouraging me to chop off my long hair)

Even the quiet gurl in my marketing class notice me...=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

She just say, "Hey, nice hairstyle..so suit u..bye..(grin)"

I feel so cool...hahaha..ok...I think I am gig crazy over myself...

Dar...I still luv u...hmmm...u r still one big major piece in my life...just like a jigsaw puzzle cannot be complete without a missing piece...u r tat piece of jigsaw puzzle to me...

And I just found out tat my mum is actually into MJ..O.O

she keep cooning to the same chorus, " beat it...beat it...just beat it..."

No wonder...she keep beating me when I was a kid...XD

Darling is still ever so sweet to me....sigh...I luv her so much...

P/s Dun worry....I will take care of Xiao qing for u...she will be safe and sound by my side...

btw....I miss u so much tat I can't hardly bear it...

Photos~~

Tuesday, July 07, 2009 @ Tuesday, July 07, 2009

Photos....

I get a lot of comments by my frenzs telling me to upload me n Regine's photos onto my bloggy...

So, here you go....^^

Thursday, July 02, 2009 @ Thursday, July 02, 2009

My dream come true....

Short hairstyle~~~~

Wheeeeeeeee....

I seriously fall in love with myself over the mirror...

ops..tat's sound so nacissism....XD

For those who wanna noe hw I look like...just set a date with me....^^

My mum nv really wrecked up the whole house...

So, come to think of it..I think my mum is expecting me to cut it since 3 years back...

It looks nice...i dun think she can say anything against it...

At most, I pick up the make up brush to make her happy..

Make up is just make up...so i dun find any big deal in it...

And darling is uber cute....

Her hair is cute la..hahahahaha

Missing her so much...even when I sent her home..the aching came back again...

P/s Darling....wo ai ni....^^

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