Monday, June 30, 2008 @ Monday, June 30, 2008

A close look up at this Cute chocolate Cake...

Finally the BIrthDAY GURl..

@ Monday, June 30, 2008

I am defeat..

Thursday, June 26, 2008 @ Thursday, June 26, 2008

Your hand is upon mine,
My heart beats frantically.
We lock eyes nervously,
both you and I are trembling with anticipation.
We want each other so much,
But it's so strange.
Strange that you and I are women,
Strange that you and I are but only children.
Push that aside.
I lean forward
And with
One
Swift
Motion...
We kiss.

This poem is showing 2 human beings acting on their impulse..

What is impulse??

It is a sudden wish or urge that prompts an unpremeditated act or feeling...

How do people get those feeling of impulse...

The impulse to buy an expensive things..the impulse to kiss ur best frenz..the impulse to beat someone just becoz you dun like how they look..how they dress...the Impulse to have sex with a stranger...the impulse to have dog food as lunch...the impulse to hug a kid..etc....

It is actually the due to to the Id urges.

The Id is the center of our desires, wants, and things that we basically have to have.

Wednesday, June 25, 2008 @ Wednesday, June 25, 2008

You Are in the Genital Stage of Development

According to Dr. Freud, you've reached the genital stage of development. Whatever issues you may have had in your childhood have been resolved. You don't have any hang ups, and you are able to function as a stable adult. You are the model of being well-adjusted, and you are able to balance your life beautifully.

You Should Play the Violin

You are highly intelligent, and mastering difficult subjects never intimidates you. And while you may not be musical yet, you have a good ear - and you're sensitive to subtle differences in music. You are dedicated and studious. You have a great work ethic. You study well under a teacher, and you don't mind repeating tasks or following instructions. Expressive and moody, you are very likely to convey a variety of rich emotions through your music. You are definitely a passionate person... passionate enough to truly love the violin. Your dominant personality characteristic: your high intelligence Your secondary personality characteristic: your sensitivity

I hope I will learn how to play a violin one of these day...T.T

You Are a Plain Ole Cup of Joe

But don't think plain - instead think, uncomplicated You're a low maintenance kind of girl... who can hang with the guys Down to earth, easy going, and fun! Yup, that's you: the friend everyone invites. And your dependable too. Both for a laugh and a sympathetic ear.

@ Wednesday, June 25, 2008

• Try reading more on Male hugging on this website...
  http://seattlepi.nwsource.com/lifestyle/231855_guyhugs.html
  
  Some paragraph which i find it interesting..XDDDDDDDD
  
  The male hug is complicating everything.
  
  Men accustomed to the automatic hand clasp accompanied with a brisk up-and-down pump at dinner parties and college reunions, now must preface their greetings or goodbyes with intricate and split-second calculations based on body language, length of friendship and other factors.
  
  

Only men engage in the combination handshake-hug, says Floyd.

• "Men often do it with their handshake in between them, so there is a physical barrier. The third thing is the aggressive patting on the back that comes along with it, which is a very combative gesture. It's a way for men to say, 'I have positive feelings for you, but let's show them in a way that is masculine and gender validating.' All of those things -- distance, a barrier, the combative movement -- are all stereotypically masculine ways of behaving."

What about women??

Tuesday, June 24, 2008 @ Tuesday, June 24, 2008

In the spring of her twenty-second year. Sumire fell in love for the first time in her life. An intense love, a veritable tornado sweeping acress the plains-flattening everything in its path, tossing things up in the airs, ripping them to shreds, crushing them to bits. The tornado's intensity doesn't abate for a second as it blasts across the ocean, laying waste to Angkor wat, incinerating an indian jungle, tigers and everything, transforming itself into a Persian desert sandstorm, burying an exotic fortess city under a sea of sand. In short, a love of truly monumental proportions. The person she fell in love which happened to be 17 years older than Sumire. And I should add, was a woman. This is where it all begun, and where it all ended. Almost

Adapted from Sputnik Sweetheart
by Haruki Murakami

WOw...i jus simply open the first page...

And the introduction of the first chapter simply blasted tru my soul...

The second one will be...

In an instant Miu touched her hair, Sumire fell in love, as if she were crossing a field when bang! a bolt of lighting zapped her right in the head. Something like an artistic revelation. Which is why, at that point of time, it didn't matter to Sumire that the person
she fell in love with happened to be a woman

That phrase "Something like an artistic revelation." sound so beautiful...

Falling in love is just as simple as that,...doesn't it...

I must be in love with this woman, she realised with a start. No mistake about it. Ice is cold; roses are red. I'm in love. And this love is about to carry me off somewhere.The current's too overpowering; i don't have any choice. It may very be a special place, some place I've never been before. Danger may be lurking there, something that may end up wounding me deeply, fatally. I might end up losing everything.But there's no turning back. I can only go with the flow. Even if it means I'll be burned up, gone for
ever.

To find urself loving the same sex for the first time in life might cause you to think about what might happen...and well....it's true...

Miu gazed steadily at Sumire, still holding her hand. Sumire could made out
clearly her own figure reflected deep inside Miu's dark eyes. It looked to her
like her own soul being sucked into the other side of a mirror. Sumire loved
that vision, and at the same time it frightened her.

The first eyes-to-eyes attraction...sleek...

Sunday, June 22, 2008 @ Sunday, June 22, 2008

I feel a sense of fear when i see her lying limply down on the chair..

She looked so weak...her breathing is getting uneven as the seconds goes by...

I never feel so worry b4...

I touch her hands...it feel so icy cold..

I tot i could lost her in any minute...

Thanks god Ida is there....phew..

Else i will really dunno what to do...

Yesterday was my first time sitting on an ambulance..

Seeing her lying down there...i just keep holding onto her hand..afraid of letting it go...

I will nv forget thoes moment..

It is deeply ingrained in my mind...

I just wanna grab hold of her hand as long as possible...

as long as it lasts....

I love u...

Saturday, June 21, 2008 @ Saturday, June 21, 2008

想听的话(最高点片尾曲)

想聽的話你說給了她 我的快樂從此蒸發
如果痛是愛的代價 那傷心顏色該怎麼畫
想聽的話得不到回答 我卻還在獨自裝傻

I only put this three lines of lyrics...
coz i realise even the sweetest couple will face this one day...
But i think in my case...i wun...^^
Simply trust my dear so much...=DDDDD

Friday, June 20, 2008 @ Friday, June 20, 2008

New word i learn today:

Encroaching

• adjective
  gradually intrusive without right or permission
  

Pimp ( see this word from a friend MSN nick: pimp my textbooks)

I tot the meaning for pimp is someone who controls prositute..

Getting curious abt it..so decide to went to check up tat word..

A whole list of definitions just rolled down infront of my eyes...woah...

It's sO BROAD...-.-

but in the end..i manage to have a brief idea of what is it...

I manage to link it to this work call sparkish...

• Sparkish

Informal: Older Use. to woo; court. –verb (used without object)
Informal: Older Use. to engage in courtship; woo'

Weird explanation...but still can accept...

So the meaning to pimp my textbooks is to woo my textbook..

I remember once writing this short poetry when i was in sec 4...

Smile at couples and wish them luck

kiss my books and hug it tight

Tat time my books are my lover...

It will always be beside me for 24/7...

LOL...

My days are getting on fine and fun..

Nv feel so at peace myself for such a long time...

Finally i get the serene peace i always wanted tonight...

Things i need to work out on..

-PP

-Speak Ig( need to pull in more ppls...)

-My life

@ Friday, June 20, 2008

Ever wonder how an “X” came to represent a kiss?

• Starting in the Middle Ages, people who could not read used an X as a signature. They would kiss this mark as a sign of sincerity. Eventually, the X came to represent the kiss itself.

Ever wonder how an "O" came to represent a hug?

• It is a North American belief that it represents two people holding each other’s arms and thus forming a circle in the middle. Eventually, the O came to represent the hug itself..

so..XOXOXO...to my dear here...^^

Friday, June 13, 2008 @ Friday, June 13, 2008

Feel so weak.....


Haiz...my throat is so sore up..


My left hand feels so wobbly nw...


Think it's because of the coke, milo and tea tat resulted in me to have such a cranky voice today...


arrgh...


(After 15 mins later..)


Feel a bit better le..


Keeps gulping down water like a goldfish...O.O



Keep thinking back of my conversation with Roy ( one of my Speak IG frenz) yesterday...


I notice tat he really wan to be in the Helicon Management Commitee...


"I tot u say u dun wanna join wan...but y r u inside?"


Ok..i admit I dun feel like joining in the first place...coz i too had a lotsa things in going for me this year...


"I dunno...I just tell myself to be myself at the stage when i am saying the speech..nothing else more.."


"I think the whole speech thing is like a America Idol..where it is judge by popularity..."


Haiz...Roy...It's not as i have a BIG fan group in RP...dots...


"Maybe if u just be urself on the stage...throw away ur notes...let the words unravel from ur tongue..."


"I can't"


"You can if you want it to be.."

Monday, June 09, 2008 @ Monday, June 09, 2008

Your Power Element is Water

Your power colors: blue and aqua Your energy: deep Your season: winter Like the ocean, you evoke deep feelings and passion. You have an emotional, sensitive, and spiritual soul. A bit mysterious, you tend to be quiet when you are working out a problem. You need your alone time, so that you can think and dream.

Saturday, June 07, 2008 @ Saturday, June 07, 2008

Went Out with dar to catch the Kung Fu Panda..

And can anybody tell me what is the similarity between the name which i mention below..

Tiong Baru = Bukit batok

-.-

No difference rite...but dar manage to tell me there is some similarity between the two words...

Gosh..^^

In the end, we r kinda late for around 15 mins for tat show..

But anyway, it's ok ...as we didn't miss much..

Wheeeeeeee..^^

The movie is seriously HILARIOUS...

HAHAHAHAHA

I was laughing..and laughing non stop...

And the panda is such a cute poor thing...

Its facial expression, body movement and even his sound r simply so comical...

The others characters such as the monkey, tigress, snake and crane will be my fave...hahaha

Beside the laughing part, there are too the serious part...

But i wun say much down here...u guys need to watch to know it...(wink)

One quote which i find it quite memorable from this show...

"You are never an accident..you are meant to be..."

And just went pass this Funny poem across some website...

Lovers do
it.

People abuse it.

Porn improves
it.

Teens try it.

Rapists force
it.

Hookers sell it.

Brothels run
it.

The horny
want it.

And human survival relies on it.

Guess one word: "S**"

^^

Tuesday, June 03, 2008 @ Tuesday, June 03, 2008

TIme to UPDATe le after such a long time.....

BEen busy doing my IG stuff and too participaiting in the HElicon camp..

OUR booth is a SUCCESS!!

But i think i need to voice out sth here to one of my frenz in the IG...

Everyone deserve a chance to have a
turn...One can't keep hogging on promoting
themselves and leave your partners

standing behind u like a cute pair of
dummies...

Name is not reveal to protect the identity of the person...

The helicon camp to say the truth...

Quite not up to my standart...

MIstake NO 1: Waste a lotsa time waiting...

Not really bonded with my team members due to lack of group activities provided by the camp...

I can assure that the comittee members really put in their effort for the camp..

But the camp jus happen to lack some kind of chemistry...

THoes High, Humorous and hilariOUS Leaders...

I remember my SIT cypher camp..

THoes LEaders can really rocK my socKs off...

ALL are high, motivating and encouraging...

Without them, the camp will be not so successful..

Helicon really need to put some kind of this members in the comittee..

Come to say of the comittee team..

hmmm...cough cough..

I am being nominate inside the Helicon MC team of 2008...

And i can say it's the first time i ever be taken so seriously by my group of Speak IG frenzs..

To me, i just wan a comfotable lifestyle of studying, playing and music to pass my teenage years in RP..

But recently , there is this kind of burning feeling inside me wanting to try out sth for myself..wanting to try out comittee thingy..

I dun wanna turn back and regret that i had not done much in my younger days...

Actually to say the truth, i am not sure of myself to be able to be in the team...

Coz i am facing a group of people who had a strong background in leadership and comittee management...

For me, i can admit my background in leadership is there..but not as strong as them...

So when my turn is being call to the stage to present a 1 min speech abt myself...

I jus stood there and blurt out there that i am sociable and approchable..(which is quite true)

Plus give a short example about my SL experience in the recent SIT camp
( I am one of thoes high one..LOL)

After tat, i just end my speech...

3 of speak IG frenzs too went up the stage...

2 of them which i am in favour of will be ROY and FANN...

The former had an excellence background in leadership traning...
while the latter is a vice president in the Speak IG club...

So, when I saw my name on the nominee list..

I am just so speechless...I was like is this true...

Coz I was never once being nominate in anything before...

And i was telling myself down on the seat beforehand
to just see the nominee...clap and go home to wash my clothes...

When the advisor called out my name for the 2nd time to stand on the stage with the other new members...I was just so stunned up...

But that kind of feeling of knowing that people had chosen you, and is willing to write down ur name on the voting paper to put inside the voting box is a type of happy feeling tat i can't find any suitable vocab to describe my emotion...

But since i am inside, i will take down whatever responsibility that is pass onto my hand...

For me, being in a comittee need more than jus responsibility...

U need to have passion and some HIGH-ness...

Tat's wat i learn from my Seniors SL and too my stead..(wink)

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