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Sunday, August 31, 2008 @ Sunday, August 31, 2008



You Are Very Happy Being Single


You're not anti-relationship. You just don't need one to be content.

You find plenty of happiness from your life as it is.

And if you find someone you love, then that's just icing on an already decadent cake!

Wheeee
Simply LUV it!!





What Your Sunglasses Say About You

You are classy, refined, and well mannered.

Your sense of fashion is based on what looks good on you and what is timeless.

You need to be shaded from rude people and the trials of everyday life.

You feel sunniest when you can retreat to your home or favorite cafe
so like me...sigh..
hahaha...


--xoxo,
Imaginarist

@ Sunday, August 31, 2008


Just back from work..

And both the inner side of my ears hurt a lots..

It's like tooth pain where the pain can come like a bomb and off like a switch..

And i just dig my ear the day before..

So confirm it's not the urrgh ear waxs..

My colleage tell me coz i got too much heat inside my body..

And both my throat and ears r the vulnerable part to get attack first..

I remember i woke up in morning at 6am tat previous nite..

I was groaning in pain...my throat was so sore..the ear drum on my right ear is on the verge of bursting..

I just crawled into the kitchen to find my mum for medicine..the sore in my throat subside but the pain in my right ear is still there...CRY...

I can still hear perfectly..but the words tat came out from my lip sound so muff up..>.<

Both my parent and my colleage say i sound ok to them only my tone is deeper to my previous normal tone...T.T

It need abt 1 week for the pain to fully go away..
for nw...i need to hear myself saying muff-up language..haizzzz..

Ouch..nw my left ear turn...help...sniff..sniff...

I just have this clear revelation when i was staring at the cashier in front of me...

"Whatever good u had done to people will noe be remember..but once u committed something tat is deem to be evil. people will condemned your name down for as long as you live.."

Nice way of leaving sth for people to remember u..

Like linkin park song "Leave out all the rest"

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

I love this part especially the most..

Each individual living on this planet earth want to be remember by another person..
It's like a judgement to one's existence

"When my time come, forget the wrong that I've done.."

It's true...no matter if one is going to died...or ending a fail relationship..or getting out of sth to somewhere...Just forget all the past wrongdoing...coz it's past..

However...
"Helped me leave behind some reasons to be missed.."

this sentence strike a chord in somewhere part of my mind...I like to leave something good for the other person to savour on b4 i move on...it's me..

one last word: "when u're feeling empty, keep me in your memory.."

Good news: Going to restart my piano lesson again after stopping for a good 2 years..

Need some brush up my music theory...anyone wanna give me revison..

I will really be appreciate it...

^^

finally..my baby piano..u r not going to rust le...
wheeeee


--xoxo,
Imaginarist

Friday, August 29, 2008 @ Friday, August 29, 2008


This is so funny..

OMG...

hahahahahah

Seeing Hitler cursing abt ERP is absolutely so hilarious..



--xoxo,
Imaginarist

Thursday, August 28, 2008 @ Thursday, August 28, 2008


A beautiful and blinding morning
The world outside begins to breathe
See clouds arriving without warning
I need you here to shelter me
And I know that only time will tell us how
To carry on without each other
So keep me awake to memorize you
Give me more time to feel this way
We can't stay like this forever
But I can have you next to me today
If I could make these moments endless
If I could stop the winds of change
If we'd just keep our eyes wide open
Then everything would stay the same
And I know that only time will tell me how
We'll carry on without each other
So keep me awake for every moment
And give us more time to be this way
We can't stay like this forever
But I can have you next to me today
We'll let tomorrow wait
You're here, right now, with me
And all my fears just fall away
When you are all I see
We can't stay like this forever
But I have you here todayI will remember
Oh, I will remember
Remember all the love we shared today

I fall in love with this song once i hear his soothing voice...
Plus the lyric touches me deep in my soul..

Be awake in every moment..
Savour the love...Savour the feeling..Savour the warmth..
Just be in tat moment...
Dun think so much...
Coz there's no tml..

I sorta straighten out that confuse feeling in me le after listening to this song...

I love u Josh Groban..ur songs simply rock..


--xoxo,
Imaginarist

@ Thursday, August 28, 2008


One night a guy & a girl were driving home from the movies.

The boy sensed there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared between them.

The girl then asked the boy to pull over because she wanted to talk.

She told him that her feelings had changed & that it was time to move on.

A silent tear slid down his cheek as he slowly reached into his pocket
& passed her a folded note.

At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street.

He swerved right into the drivers seat, killing the boy.

Miraculously, the girl survived.

Remembering the note, she pulled it out & read it , it said

"Without your love, I would die."


And...he really died...

Get this story from friendster..

It's a short story...but it's a story that touch my heart..

So tat's y i put it up here in my blog...


--xoxo,
Imaginarist

Wednesday, August 27, 2008 @ Wednesday, August 27, 2008



Sometime...i am confuse abt what i want..

Sometime..i am not sure abt my own feeling..

Sometime...i am lost in my own thoughts...


I dunno abt what i feel anymore..


I cannot reach out
I try to be stolid, stoic
To reach into the depths
of someone’s heart
is to be burnt
So my hand retracts, stays put,
afraid of rejection
So my heart remains closed
afraid of misunderstanding
To be apart
is to be safe.
To be safe
means to be alone,
cold,
without the flame
of another’s heart.


Maybe it's better this way...

Just go with the flow..

Dun think so much...


I hate to be burnt again...


Go out with yoke hong yesterday...

I was planning to pull her to watch cybog SHE with me..

But last min got sth pop up..

So the whole plan had a slight change..


Her gf came and pei her..

I feel a bit awkward at first through..

But we manage to have a good conversation together...


Her gf is..i need to admit..not bad..

mature...independent..blah...n a lots more..


However...what i seen in love..

People tend to be more childish..more immature...more silly...

Their eyes tend to soften down when the subject of their love is there...

Their behavior tend to be more gentler when their love one is beside them...

They will be lock up in their own world..oblivious to other people stare and glare..


Well..even though i am single..

Kinda miss all of that...

But it's alright..


Maybe tat special someone is just around the other corner...



--xoxo,
Imaginarist

Wednesday, August 20, 2008 @ Wednesday, August 20, 2008



You Are the Storyteller

You have a way with words, and you love hearing yourself talk.

You are at your best when you have an audience, and you can carry on a conversation with anyone.

You are light hearted and fun - a natural entertainer. It's a side of you that you can't really turn off.

You thrive on attention (perhaps a little too much), and you love applause.

When you allow yourself to be serious, you can be a moving and articulate speaker.

Your words have power, and not just the power to make people laugh.
I simply LUV to talk..
hahahaha

(A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on a motorcycle)
Girl: Slowdown. I'm scared.
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please, it's too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me...
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
(Girl hugs him)
Guy: Can u take my helmet off and put it on? Its bugging me...
In the paper the next day: A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on the motorcycle, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him, felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so she would live even though it meant he would die


--xoxo,
Imaginarist

Monday, August 18, 2008 @ Monday, August 18, 2008


I feel so relax...

Maybe it's better in this way...

Coz we r just too unsimilar in every way....

what u want is not what i can offer u..

What i want...u dun have the ability to give me...

My ideal relationship is not like this....

lol...anyway everything end le..

I am tired of all the relationship charade..

Wanna stead with myself..for at least for 5 months...

Just wanna love myself...for at least 5 months...

And seriously speaking..
this is the first time i end a relationship without a sense of loss inside me...

Like it dun even exist b4...gosh...

what's wrong with me...?

Maybe i noe we will still be frenz...

And tat's enough for us le....

And thoes good memories that we have....

I will store inside my mind for as long as possible..

One last time..

I Love You (as a frenz...^^)






--xoxo,
Imaginarist

Friday, August 15, 2008 @ Friday, August 15, 2008


Feeling my life getting on somewhere..

I dunno if the choice i make even be wise..

But i know i am still young..

Just wanna get more experiences for myself...

All around me..

People just pour me wet with cold water...

But i know i can warm myself back

With a confidence self..

I am back...

First time after so many months...tat feeling finally comes back to me...

I am alive....

Just me, myself and I....

This feeling is back...


--xoxo,
Imaginarist

Monday, August 11, 2008 @ Monday, August 11, 2008


Pizza day...


^^
No mood to do anything today..


Just go to school to get my attendance..


hahah...coz school gig to end le marh....so happy happy..



And i brought a national day donut for dar also..

cUtE rite...a small flag of singapore..

She seem happy biting the flag off..hahaha..

I think s'pore gov wun mind tat much...LOL

After school..me and just went down for a job orientation at Eunos MIDIS building..

It's abt promoting staffs to clients..

It's fun too see all the ppl around my age being manager and so on..

It's like it's a possibility for us to strive at such a young age...

I Love it...i wanna give myself a shot at it..

But i will always remember one thing which i had learned from being a UOB promoter..

"Rejection is what u will always get in this job..but dun falter...just keep on going.."

^^



--xoxo,
Imaginarist

Saturday, August 09, 2008 @ Saturday, August 09, 2008


Simply too FULL today..

Being drag out of my dream by my mum in the morning at 8.30am..to have dim sum for breakfast...T.T

Damn tired sia...

My eyes were seriously half closed when i am in the process of chewing the har gao in my mouth...

My mum was asking me if i wan a cup of coffee to seize myself awake..

I nodded yes...

But the conversation between my mum and the waitress goes on like this..

mum: Excuse me? Miss...Can i have 2 cup of coffee?

Waitress: (pointing at mum's jasmine tea) this is a tea house..not a coffee house..

(Waitress shaking her head and walked away,

while my mum look at me in a diao look...)

For me..i am just simply yawning over my char siew bao...

In the end...I need to admit i am a caffein addict..

Without my daily dose of caffein..i am simply a zombie...

My mum too is a caffein druggie...she is just trying to pretend she is alright over the breakfast...

Coz the next min when she enter into my dad's car..she collapse and zzz away..

My dad just drove us back home to have a good nap...

I will knew sleep can be tat sweet...missing my pillow nw...

But my mum roused me awake at 3.20pm just to visit my god's mum aunty...

Quite an old antique..at a rich old age of 87...

Both her son and daughter are 77 and 75 respectively..O.o

Damn old sia..

if i can ever live tat old.....................

But anyway my god mum is so gooood..

Treat my family a supreme dinner..

Damn NICE lo...


--xoxo,
Imaginarist

Friday, August 08, 2008 @ Friday, August 08, 2008




Never really blog for a long long time...

Maybe too bz during this few weeks...

Been thinking a lots during this few days...

Thinking abt love and how do one handle it?

Love is akin to flying a kite in one hand...

I know i had mention this point in one my blog post...

But someone just brought out this point right in front of my face today...

SO, i feel like writing abt this point once again..

I nv like to tighten up my hand around the kite string neither do i like to held it loosely in my own hand..

Both lead to one consequence: It will fly away...

I know...I know all of this...

I had been tru all tat kind of experiences where my heart is literally bouncing with uncertainly...

Tired of all tat feels...just wanna live a peaceful life...

So, i think i wun hold the kite too tightly or too loosely...

Anyway school is ending soon...

Will be working and getting some new experience for myself...
Dunno what this holiday had in store for me...
But i hope it'll be pack with surprises and laughter for me...
And i just discover...
I had gotten used to someone politeness toward me...
I used to feel awakard and uncomfortable abt it..
But nw it's just feel normal being this way with her..
Dunno it's a good thing or bad thing...
Maybe like this is better for both of us...
This sweet politeness....
With my frenz..it's a sense of wild...
But come to her..i will just tame myself around with her...
Maybe this is a kind of soothing love...






--xoxo,
Imaginarist

Tuesday, August 05, 2008 @ Tuesday, August 05, 2008



You Are the Sense of Sound

You love to talk, but you also love to listen.

You are simply a natural conversationalist.

You can have a deep conversation that lasts for hours and come out of it feeling energized.

You have a good ear for foreign languages and accents of all sorts.

You can imitate people quite well.

You also are a huge lover of music. You probably love music more than most people you know.
hahaha
I simply like SOUND...
^^


--xoxo,
Imaginarist

Sunday, August 03, 2008 @ Sunday, August 03, 2008


CARE BEAR...


Me and Just
Say Cheezes..
=D

Look like "ghost" right??


Poor bus sign...

LOL














--xoxo,
Imaginarist

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