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Tuesday, September 30, 2008 @ Tuesday, September 30, 2008


我好想看。。。

不知道新加坡几时会有这部戏。。。

最重要是林嘉欣王心凌有对手戏。。

哈哈哈。。。。

期待。。。。



--xoxo,
Imaginarist

@ Tuesday, September 30, 2008


Finally she really want to put down everything and move on...

For dunno what reasons, I feel so relax and calm..

A smile just crept onto my lip when I read the last paragraph of her blog...

All the doubts, confusion, hatred and quarrel that I had with her just seem so trivial to me right now....

I can only wish that she will treasure the next person she meet ...

Btw, thanks for everything..

Thanks for letting me go...

For me, right now the most important things is my major Exam..plus my own revision..

And also my PP poster .... I still haven even touch...T.T

But it's ok, I will start my poster next week...

BREAD talk...my favourite bakery store...=DDDDDDDD


--xoxo,
Imaginarist

Tuesday, September 23, 2008 @ Tuesday, September 23, 2008


有时候, 有些事是真的很难忘记
有些事, 你要忘但是它就是永远在那

好痛苦,我真的真的不想在骗我自己了。。

有些事,一旦错过了就是错过了。。
就算说对不起也没有用。。
因为那些所谓的爱情已经不存在了。。

我一直不停的对自己洗脑。。
说我一定可以忘记你所做。。。你所说的一切。。。

我做不到。。。我真的很辛苦。。很辛苦。。
我不想在骗自己。。。

请你原谅我
我们还是做会朋友。。。


--xoxo,
Imaginarist

Saturday, September 20, 2008 @ Saturday, September 20, 2008




You Are Raisin Bran

You are the type of person who wants in all in life...

And to the surprise of some, you usually do have it all.

If something only serves one purpose, it's of no use to you.

While people may assume you are greedy, you really are just seeking balance.

Unsurprisingly, you want your breakfast to be both healthy and tasty.

Like with all things, you won't settle for anything but the best.
Ya..
Right now..
I want balance in my life...


--xoxo,
Imaginarist

Friday, September 19, 2008 @ Friday, September 19, 2008


Recently just borrowed a book from the library...

Its tittle jus intriged me...

"A concise CHINESE-ENGLISH DICTIONARY for Lovers"

SOund cool...rite?

This is a story about this 23 years old gurl who was sent to London by her parent to learn the English language. While she is struggling with her adverbs, tenses and verbs, she starts to fall for a man who is much older to her by 20 years (tat's way too old ...man..)

So she starts her journey of love, life and heartbreaks in the name of language..

I love this paragraph

'Love', this English word: like other English words i has tense.

'Loved' or 'will love' or have 'have loved'. All these specific tenses
mean Love is time-limited thing. Not infinite. it only exist in particular
period of time.


In chinese, Love is '爱’(ai). It has no tense. No past and future.

Love in chinese means a being, a situation, a circumstance. Love is
existence, holding past and future.


If our love existed in chinese tense, then it will last
forever.


It'll be infinite...



--xoxo,
Imaginarist

@ Friday, September 19, 2008


I will never forget the raw pain which i had felt yesterday night..

I never hate a guy so much which i wanna gun him down at tat moment...

I dun wanna curse here...

But I need to release thoes pent-up frustration tat is building up in me for monthssssss....

Ya, I am different from other gurls....but still I got my own limits...

I am not a man-hater...

But him is another matter...

Tat idiotic guy...

It left a deep inprint in my mind...

If I see him again, he better watch out..

I do flare up at time..


--xoxo,
Imaginarist

Wednesday, September 17, 2008 @ Wednesday, September 17, 2008


F305
My Target...
^^


--xoxo,
Imaginarist

@ Wednesday, September 17, 2008


Just went down to RP for the Education fair..

This time i went down with a precise idea on what I want to get.

I just narrow down my search on the 4 major university in S'pore namely
NUS, NTU, SIM and SMU...

NUS: English language
NTU: NIE
SIM: not sure...
SMU: Social science (any major in SS is a great interest to me..)

And all of this require a GPA of 3.5 and above..

Now my GPA is 3.11...

Not too far ...yet quite near to my dream mark of 3.6.

I just need to work hard on this semester n my year 3...

ANd STOP being LATE...T.T

Tat -0.5 penalty is killing my life off...

Need to stop this kind of action ...else it's gonna crumple my dream score...

For now, i just need to concentrate on my O-level English...

Aiming for a A2...(ya..i noe someone will laugh at this....but so, this is my 2nd time doing it...)

I dun wan to accept any grade tat is less than B4...

LEt this be a curse to myself...

Time to take some action....


--xoxo,
Imaginarist

Wednesday, September 10, 2008 @ Wednesday, September 10, 2008


This is so beautiful...

archingly beautiful...

Guys, if u happen to read my post..

Just click on the video above to watch it...

The wedding between Ellen n her long time partner Portia...

I give my blessing to them n hope their love for each others will last as long as it can be...



--xoxo,
Imaginarist

Monday, September 08, 2008 @ Monday, September 08, 2008


Family…
A place of warmth and love,
A place of acceptance,
Bestowed upon by birth.

One day, to one’s consternation,
What i never knew…
Acceptance is only acceptance,
When their mould i fit into.

What’s wrong with this?
I don’t understand.
Why’s love not a crime,
only between woman and man?

"She’s beautiful, Mum.
Personality, character and all.
You will like her
As you get to know her more.”

"Abnormal! My child,
You have grieved me so.
Same-sex love is spurious…
Please redeem your soul!

"...For God on high is full of wrath
for people of such kind.
Leave this lifestyle, please my child.
Don’t, by lust, be blind.

"...Your Daddy has cancer…
he’s weaker by the day.
Don’t you care for your father?
Can’t you stop your play?

"... Our relatives will mock us.
My friends, what will they say?
That i’ve failed at parenting,
thus my child is gay!”

A foot into the mould i put…
An awkward shape it is.
Cramped toes, sprained back…
In pain, I clenched my fists.

Family… supposedly…
A place of warmth and love,
A place of acceptance,
Bestowed upon by birth.

Alas, acceptance is acceptance,
When their mould i cramp into.
Would they care my heart smithereens
as long the facade fools?

by Anoymous

It just go straight to my heart...
What’s wrong with this?
I don’t understand.
Why’s love not a crime,
only between woman and man?


no...love is nv a crime...

A foot into the mould i put…
An awkward shape it is.
Cramped toes,
sprained back…
In pain, I clenched my fists

It's painful trying to deny

who am i,

what do i think

how i feel

to be accept

by u...

mum



--xoxo,
Imaginarist

Sunday, September 07, 2008 @ Sunday, September 07, 2008


有时候放下所有以前的事情会比较好。。

脑海中一直不停的徘徊所有以前所发生的每一件事。。。

有时,会想起以前做过的事,会不自觉的对自己傻笑。。

有时,会想起以前做过的事,我的心里会不自觉的畏缩了一派。。

真的,当一个人一次过体验各种不一样的经验,会成长还是因为这样而失去童真。。。

我不晓得。。。

我呢?

爱过了,痛过了
哭过了,笑过了
疯过了,挨过了

因为这样,我有许多回忆累积在我最深的记忆里。。。

真的好想好想回到十七岁的那年。。。

现在的我不想在被感情的甜蜜给诱惑。。。因为有爱就会有痛。。。

真的想好好一个人过一个简单的生活。。

上学,朋友,音乐,写作,还有学校的责任。。。

这样的生活真的是蛮有写意的。。。

这次的我,还是归回当年对感情的看法。。

爱就好,不必在一起。。
她快乐,也是我的辛福。。。


曾经

曾经年少 曾经狂傲
曾经目空一切 曾经豪不吝惜
在梦的季节里
想过 要过 得到过 然从未失去过
在爱的天堂里 哭过 笑过 闹过 却从不承认还爱过
敲开尘封已久的心门 翻开已经开始褪色的日记
拾起那一丝丝就要逝去的旧忆 企图从中去找寻自己
剖白自己的心扉 搜寻着昙花一现的美丽
一股淡淡的思绪从心底冉冉升起
它告诉了自己 生命中曾经有过你
岁月中 因为想起你而哭泣
多想 那曾经的拥有只是一场幻觉
可是岁月 却固执地将它记在了扉页
把故事永久地留在了心底


--xoxo,
Imaginarist

Thursday, September 04, 2008 @ Thursday, September 04, 2008


You Are the Father

You are a strong, powerful figure in the lives of your friends and families.
In general, you value justice and fairness. You appreciate structure and rules.

At your best, you protect and guide those close to you. You are a born leader. You are good at establishing order in chaotic situations.

At your worst, you are a tyrant who rules through intimidation and criticism.
You are quick to condemn other people as pathetic losers not worth your time.

What Family Role Do You Play?
LOL...
Think get all tat influence from my dad...


--xoxo,
Imaginarist

@ Thursday, September 04, 2008


Tml is a new day of school...

New class..
New classmates..
New modules...
New me...

Spent a few days at home clearing up my old stuffs...

So many old journals..
So many old memories..

Come to think of it...
I sorta feel myself growing an inch taller..( i mean my character here..er-hem)

Now everything is back to square one..

back to my theory days..
back to my piano practise..
back to school...
back to writing..
back to being me...

And i quite like it...

It gives me a stable feeling...

Hope the following months...

some interesting things will come to my way again...


--xoxo,
Imaginarist

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