Monday, March 30, 2009 @ Monday, March 30, 2009

Never updated for a long long time..

Stayover at gf's house. Hospital visits. Library. Renting movies. Working. Playing with toycar in toyroom.

Tat's hw I can define my missing days into this...

Till my mum opened the door and asked me, "hey, is Regine ur gf?"

I was nooooooo...what make u think so..

Ur pictures...

Oh...tat's normal, mum....

She just oh, ok...and went out from my bedroom door...

I think cause of the fact tat I told her tat i had 2 ex bfs b4...which is actually a huge big lie...

But it helped...in a lot of way...it soothed her down into thinking tat her daughter is straight and had some guys chasing her down her back..^^

So..nw I dun think she will be yanking n quacking abt my sexual orientation for a long period...

Darling is facing tonnes of stuffs nw...I wish I can ease away her worriness..

When I see u sleeping like a baby on ur bed..I was contended to have u in my life.

I never felt that happiness can actually be in this way.

I can just ignored the fact tat u kicked me down from ur bed...^^ (not tat pain btw)

If u ever need me...just call me...

I love u.

Thursday, March 26, 2009 @ Thursday, March 26, 2009

Thanks darling...

Since the first day I know u, I felt loved...

Everytime, If I feel the slightest sense of discomfort, you are always there taking care of me...

I never really allow a person other than my parent to see my weakest side...u have..T.T (But I grown to accept it..)

You are always there popping out of nowhere, surprising me...

Now, just let me take good care of u...ok..

It's ok to feel vulnerable for a while and rely on people...

It's ok to stop feeling strong sometime and reveal the true feeling deep within u...

Huggies...I will always be there for u...

Tuesday, March 24, 2009 @ Tuesday, March 24, 2009

SIGNS

A lonely man living in his own apartment..

Everyday, he will wake up, take his breakfast and went to work...

Everyday, the same meeting, the same seat, the same atmosphere...

Until he saw her looking at him....

Things started to change.....

See how love can spark a new life in a person...

Enjoy, Guys....

Monday, March 23, 2009 @ Monday, March 23, 2009

I know you are facing tonnes of stuffs rite nw..

I wish I can help you to shoulder some of it...

Seeing you smile today at the SNow city...watching your nose turning red from the cold...laughing at your "oh-so-gay" posture...n breathing in ur familiar scent...

I just know that I had meet the right gurl of my life..

The one who is funny..who is sweet..who is not afraid of showing her vulnerable side to me...the one who is crazy enough to make me break apart from my boundary...The one who love me as much as I will always luv her....

You are the girl....

I want to be really there in ur life..I wanna partake in ur life...be it ur happiness..ur misery..ur troubles...your victories...your competition...and anything...

I wan to hold ur hand for as long as possible till our hands are all lined with wrinkled....

Friday, March 20, 2009 @ Friday, March 20, 2009

Video of South African victims of "corrective rape" describing the terror and men who think that rape will "cure" lesbians of their sexual orientation

"For me, I have no time to rape them. (I noe..u must be busy raping the guys instead..) But if another guy wants to teach them the way, they must rape them, they must rock them. Once she get rape by a guy, I think she'll know which is nice. (I noe u kena rape by guy b4..so u noe which one is nice..rite?)"

"it pains me, it hurts me a lot..." (U mean ur dick? Am I rite?)

"No, my idea is to lets turn their minds to be normal, because right now they are being inhuman."

"I think it's good. (raping) Very good...it's a good idea to do that to them.."

"SO, u think it's a good idea to rape them?"

"No...not to rape them, but they are showing what they are..."

(a woman who need some good fuck by retarded guys to prove that you are straight)

Ok..just let me put away the matter abt lesbians..

Come down to the most basic sin of all human...

Raping

is

Simly

inhuman...

M&N COokies^^

Thursday, March 19, 2009 @ Thursday, March 19, 2009

@ Thursday, March 19, 2009

Wednesday, March 18, 2009 @ Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Tuesday, March 17, 2009 @ Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Video of the day

8.10 part is so familiar...^^

8.14 too...^^

8.23 also...^^

N guys....just ignore the fact that this is a gay show...

Try to listen to this..

"Oocogoto...oocogoto..."

N u noe wat..it's actually hot Chocolate...

Wo lia...thoes korean need to learn to speak real english...not korenglish...>.< size="5">*censored* u r ordering...

Other than this cute accident...I had a smooth day at TCC today, while missing my precious darling...

I finally get my DAMN pay from TOyroon..whippie...wahahaha...

Monday, March 16, 2009 @ Monday, March 16, 2009

Saturday, March 14, 2009 @ Saturday, March 14, 2009

I was about to go into the toilet when my mum stopped me in my track...

She threw U weekly extra into my open hand and ask me to read the 同性恋article...

Out of curiousity, I flipped to that page and start to read, while my mum start to nag about the negative consequences of being a les....blah..blah..blah...

Until she tell me, "Something like your sisterly relationship with Regine lo.."

I was =.= to her....She just >.<>

The whole article was in chinese...

For thoes non-chinese speaking people, I will try to translate the whole article in english here..

Two Girls Pretending to be Husband and Wife

Adopting a pet to be their kid

Min Min and Hui Wen are both currently studying JC second year. Besides sharing a great friendship back in school, they are actually a couple.

It was Min Min's mother who first found out there is actually something amiss in their relationship, so she hired a spy to track down on her daughter's behavior. The spy first installed a recorder at Min Min's house phone.

After a few months of eavesdropping, the spy discovered that Min Min and Hui Wen always chat at night, not only that, he discovered that Min Min is actually the "Boyfriend" in their relationship and Hui Wen is actually "his girlfriend".

Beside that, both parties adopt a pet Dog named "baby" to be their kid. It was under the care by Hui Wen.

After that, both girls lied to their parent to go to live in a chalet together. They stripped to their body and start to play, while taking photographs with their camera.

Min Min's mother tries to break their relationship apart. Min Min later went to file
a police case against her mother of abusing her.

Fortunately, the Spy was a witness for her mother; Min Min then confessed that she lied to get back at her Mother for breaking up her relationship with Hui Wen. She nearly commits suicide after that, which later was being sent to Mental hospital for consultation

.

After reading, I just tell my mum even if they get canned up or strangle by their parent...

IF they really love each others, nothing will separate them...

I got a frenz who get canned by her dad for having a bung gf..

After canning, She still went back to find her gf...

If it's love, nothing will ever come between them...

My mum looked at me and asked me If I am one...

I just looked at her in a half-opened eyes...

"I hope you are not....you should know the consequences..."

She let her words trailed off...before she closed her eyes to sleep...

I know...you will set the consequences for me...

If you discovered it last year...maybe it'll be still easy for me to accept the consequences you set for me...

But...too late le...

If given a choice, I will wish I have a normal life...

If given a choice, I will wish to show you my lover...

If given a choice, I will want your blessing to my love...

But I noe...It's impossible...n for dunno wat reason..I dun care...

I love her...even if you want to break me apart...try ur hardest...

Only If I dies...will I stop loving her...

Friday, March 13, 2009 @ Friday, March 13, 2009

"This 2 strings is no use to my guitar..can i just cut it away??"

ROFL...

Also another scene when the pianist accidentally dropped her book on the keys..

One of the devotee nearly got a heart attack...wahahhaha

I wan to watch this SHOW!!

^^

Tuesday, March 10, 2009 @ Tuesday, March 10, 2009

A是B的 而B认识C的 C却望着B的A的

那是同情是爱我看不出来

AB相爱 但A总是无奈 因为B天生太博爱

不管多麽的感慨

C选择等待 B说 没有 A说 我懂

你看错了 手机没电了 藉口用过都不换

B说 甚麽 A都 点头 C沉默着 A流泪了 我好想帮他说

快说　这样的你是否快乐

这样的爱是否值得（值得　多值得）

平静的　眼神里笑容佳问候里透露出着痛（不需空格）

笨女孩已经太多了　根本就不缺你一个

请赶快　放下你抛下你丢下你已失去的梦（不需空格）

接下来呢　走向并不曲折 B依然是重蹈覆辙

那是低能是坏我看不出来

有些活该　每个人都明白 A把自己推向悲哀

直到有一天狠心 两眼都睁开

A说 分手 B说 敢走 A犹豫着 我叹气了

有人说借个过 他说 这样的你是否快乐

这样的爱是否值得（值得 多值得）

平静的　眼神里笑容里问候里透露着痛

笨女孩已经太螱了　根本就不缺你一个

请赶快　放下你抛下你丢下你已失去的梦

A和C的故事　大家都看好　谁又真的知道　同情的成份有多少

或是爱　爱　爱　爱　如果是爱


Eileen

This is how I got to know her at tat time. She was standing in front of me during the line at the cinema. She was wearing a simple t-shirt and a pair of skinny jean. The scent of her hair simply mesmerized me. I yearn to ask her which type of shampoo she used for her hair. But asking a stranger about this idiotic question seem too retarded. So I shoved the question down my throat.
"Yes-man movie,”

She spoke in less than a whisper. And tat is the first time I heard her voice. That velvet, stunning voice. It seeps into my mind like how a cream dissolved itself into a cup of coffee. It was just a 3 word letters, yet it managed to arouse a sense of unspeakable emotions that is stirring deep within my heart.

"How many ticket?" The woman behind the counter sounded.

"1."

Hmmm..She is watching movie alone? I never knew anyone out there share the same habit as me. I watch her walked away, my heart a mess of emotions.

To be continue at http://rebellewriter.blogspot.com/

Monday, March 09, 2009 @ Monday, March 09, 2009

就這樣簡單你走過來
而我終於明白了 自己為何要存在
慢慢的我已經離不開
因為我已愛上你了 沒有任何原因的
如果我說愛你 能不能永遠相信

*
這一天 我想跟著你 跟你說你最愛的笑話
我想以後都能在一起
每天想著你 已變成習慣 一直幻想你在我身邊
牽著你的手 我和你 甜蜜的走

世界寬得有一些無奈
你和我只有一個 該怎麼不怕孤單
說好了我們都要勇敢
就算不小心迷路了 也能夠聽見你的
如果我說愛你 能不能永遠相信

REPEAT *

找到你的幸運多完美 (多完美)
所有感覺多特別 (多特別)
想帶你走到世界邊緣
未來 不變


Today is like a family day in TCC..

Daddies strapping their kids on their shoulder, while mummies pushing baby prams in..

Anyway, I enjoy the fast pace at there...it keeps me busy...

You keep popping into my mind today...I keep thinking of ur smile...ur scent..ur playful behaviors...ur "angry" reactions...

But I manage to see u today...

So happy to be able to hold onto ur hand today...

I love u...

I really do..

U intoxicate me...

Saturday, March 07, 2009 @ Saturday, March 07, 2009

The cafe was quite quiet other than the couple, who is now caressing each others hand while sharing a plate of Dark devotion and a cup of latte, making the whole world oblivious to their existence.

Just as when the barister was about to take a break from the bar, a lady came in and smiled at him. It was not just any other normal smile, but a smile that is contagious enough to make him smile. She ordered a Sea of Passion at the bar before choosing to sit at a table, which is overlooking the busy street of Orchard. She was wearing a gray turtle neck long sleeve and a gray pant. The only make up she wore was just a cheery red lip-stick. After adjusting the side of her black spectacle, she start to flip through the drink gallery. Not only she had a pleasant smile n tone, her demeanor was singularly pleasing. The way she sit was of an air of elegance. A waitress came forward with a glass of iced water and placed it just beside her slender-looking fingers. She looked up and smiled at her, mouthing a Thanks you to her. As she was sipping her drink, I notice that the once contagious smile was wiped away from her face, now replace by
a sad doeful expression. Breakup? Retrenched? Family problem? Well..I will never know.

Just then, an old lady walked in and asked for a table of 1. As usual, she went in sitting in that cushion seat, which she had always been sitting all the time. As usual, she placed her order and her drink. After that, she took out her newspaper from her biefcase and started to read it with her eyes brown burrowing into the middle. Everyday without fail, She will always be seen sitting at the table alone with her newspaper and her eyes staring attentively at her newspaper. Her cake was served later with a small cake spoon. She wrapped her newspaper in an tidy manner and slipped it back into her bag. As she quietly, carefully cut the corner of the cake with her fork. I imagine stepping over to her table and situated myself beside her, coaxing her life story out of her with a friendly smile and an open ear. Who knows, she might be a CEO of some store or a grandmother with some famous grandchildren to name of. She might be an artist, a pianist or simply just a lonely old woman looking for some time to spare at the cafe. The possibilities are endless..I smiled, adjusting my name collar at the side of my uniform.

Just a few table away, the couple asked for bill. I pattered to the table and was going to hand the bill toward the man when her hand was being pulled back by the lady. The lady gently take the bill from the waitress in a firm way and hand it back to the waitress with the full amount in it. The guy looked at his girlfriend in a flabbergast way before giving way to a small smile. The small gesture reminded me of someone. Shhh, that's only for me to know.

My day in TCC for today....

^^

And darling...how i miss u so.....>.<

Thursday, March 05, 2009 @ Thursday, March 05, 2009

25 things i hate abt Facebook

This guy is brilliant...

He really points out some of the things i want to voice out but dunno think if i can voice out...

Like poking by frenz..."ouch...So, u wan me to poke u back??"

Pillow fight..another one...>.<>

Or how about giving gifts or comparing of frenz?

Well..I dun mind abt the gifts part..I find it kinda sweet even If it not the real stuff..

Like "cakes..pastry..lollipop..." (guys, just buy a real polar puff for me..I'll be real happy..)

Comparing...well..seriously...even i get the top ranking or wat..I'm not tat interested...

Facebook relationship status..hahahaha...serious..once u stated u r single or in a relationship...

The whole world noe...^^

For me, I too have one thing tat i dislike abt facebook...

Guys tat go to facebook to find gurls for fun...u just need to click on their profile..whoot...a whole list of gurls jus flash out...all gurls..no guys...seriously..this guy need some male buddies to balance his list...click for his infor, a whole list of sex groups jus flash out..

This type of male species really need a break from sex...c'mon...

Wednesday, March 04, 2009 @ Wednesday, March 04, 2009

Candy Rain Part 4

• 曾经我以为你会是哪一颗永远属于我的糖果。

但是对你而言，我不过只是一张漂亮的糖果纸。

你从来都不懂怎样去珍惜，所以我决定放弃了。

• 我一直以为做一个好女朋友，付出一切都能得到相同回报。

所以我一直很努力。

可是，想不到对你而言，我只是一颗过甜的糖果，一下子就腻了。

• 我就是你要的那颗糖果。

有一天，你会发现除了我再也没有别人。

就算你再折开多少的糖果纸，永远都不会忘记我。

这三段不同女孩子的台词让我有一种感触。。。

爱情就像糖果。。只是看个人怎样去处理它。。

我已经尝过不同口味的糖果。。甜的，苦的，酸的，辣的。。

现在的我已经找到那一颗我要的糖果

我已经有一颗永远都舔不腻的糖果了。。

你们呢？

Tuesday, March 03, 2009 @ Tuesday, March 03, 2009

You Are CURVES AHEAD

When you're confronted with a problem, you take it on immediately - but with your eyes wide open. You deal with stress well. You take things as they come, and you don't panic. In fact, you often enjoy challenging situations. Difficulty makes you feel alive. You are alert and observant. You notice every twist and turn in the road.

You Are a Red Light

You take life at a slow pace. Life is long, so what's the rush? You are very selective. You don't make a decision until you're sure it's the right one. You have amassed some wisdom in your life, and you put it to good use. You don't act rashly. You are fair and impartial. People can count on you to do the right thing, even if you take some time to figure out what that is.

Monday, March 02, 2009 @ Monday, March 02, 2009

Lovebug

Called you for the first time yesterday
Finally found the missing part of me
Felt so close but you were far away
Left me without anything to say
Now I’m speechless
Over the edge
I’m just breathless
I never thought that I’d catch this
Lovebug again
Hopeless
Head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I’d get hit
By this lovebug again
I can’t get your smile out of my mind
(I can’t get you out of my mind)
I think about your eyes all the time
You’re beautiful but you don’t even try
(You don’t even, don’t even try)
Modesty is just so hard to find
Now I’m speechless
Over the edge
I’m just breathless
I never thought that I’d catch this
Lovebug again
Hopeless
Head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I’d get hit
By this lovebug again
Kissed her for the first time yesterday
Everything I wished that it would be
Suddenly I forgot how to speak
Hopeless, breathless, baby, can't you see
Now I’m…
Yeah!
Now I’m speechless
Over the edge
I’m just breathless
I never thought that I’d catch this
Lovebug again
Now I'm hopeless
Head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I’d get hit
By this lovebug again
Ohh... lovebug again

I think I get hit by ur love bug...

^^

Hope darling will enjoy this song....

=DDDDDDDD

@ Monday, March 02, 2009

Wheeeeeee

TCC job orietation is quite fun today...

After the HR team had finished photocopying our ICs, we r being led down to the basement for our training.

The first 1 hours and half was spent on TCC company and what it is all about...

Actually, the whole orientation suppose to end at 3pm...

But the place tat i was being post to had D&D (Dinner and Dance) today, which is at insetan Sotts, so I need to leave early at 1pm with my fellow colleage liling to orchard...

All the full timers at there r quite helpful...guiding us, showing us the basic ways of serving customers and ordering process...

I really like my uniform..

The feeling of being a waitress at TCC is quite nice...

And I get to drink free Ice lemon tea today..yummy..=DDD

I learn quite a few things today

@ Monday, March 02, 2009

如果我想你了，我会掏出手机，看看有没有你的短信，即使我知道，机率是那么的，渺茫~

如果我想你了，我会用拇指在手机上飞速的打下一连串的问候，最后却始终没有按下发送的键。只是害怕打扰到你。

如果我想你了，我会打开我们的聊天记录看一下~不管是什么样的对话，始终有种甜蜜的感觉。就像。巧克力的味道~

如果我想你了，我会把目光投到很远的地方。却不知道在想些什么……

如果我想你了，我会想，你是不是会想我呢？哪怕，只有一秒钟的时间。

如果我想你了，晚上做梦也做到了朦胧的你。我会不愿意醒过来。只是害怕，梦一醒，你会离开……

如果我想你了，我会把思念换作音符，让它在指尖流露~

如果我想你了，我会照镜子，审视着这样的我，能否匹配这样的你。~

我想。我已经上瘾了。戒不掉的，想念你~

This is how much I miss u...hw much i think of u...

And Since u claim u dun read chinese word...

I will translate for u....sentence by sentence...

If I miss u, I will take out my hp to check is there is any incoming sms from u. Even I noe the percentage of u sms me at tat time is quite low...

If I miss u, I will use my thumb to type a string of greeting at my hp to u, but the msg will be save to my outbox instead for fear of interupting u at tat time..

If I miss u, I will go to view our record of msn chatting, regardless of the type and texture of the msg. It'll still feel sweet....like chocolate.

If I miss u, I will stare into space, wondering what the hell am i doing?

If I miss u, I will wonder r u missing me too? Even, if it just for the briefest minute...

If I miss u, I will even dream of u when I am sleeping. I wun even wan to wake up for fear of u leaving me If I am to pop open my eyes.

If I miss u, I will tranpose all my feeling for u into a string of beautiful black notes, to let my emotion had a place of their own....

If I miss u, I will view myself in the mirror to make a judgement about myself, to see if I am suitable for u..

I think. I'm addicted. Into. Missing u~

I really miss u~

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