Friday, November 30, 2007 @ Friday, November 30, 2007

Today quite a very "calculating" day...

The science problem today is quite calculating...

My head is sort of busting up when i feel stuck in the questions...

But in the end still manage to do it...wif a few extra careless mistake...

Today our ppt make a funny twist..

As our team r the last team to present...

As all others group used elephant to explaind the meaning of Free fall...



Someone from other team come over to us and tell us to change the picture to black pig for some extra comedy inside...

LOL...

Indeed, the whole class was roaring wif laughter when the slide is shown out...

And ya..today i went to visit my god-sis..

Give her a dictionary for early x'mas present...

i highlight certain words inside to make it more cuter..

hahaha...word like "panda", "owl" and "sexy"...

She felt quite funny....and intend to use it for her school ...

Hmmm..wei..still practical..right..hahahahhaha

And ya...rmb to tell me ur decision b4 hand...

Dun suddenly tell me...lol

Tuesday, November 27, 2007 @ Tuesday, November 27, 2007

LOl, not bad...hahaha...

Your Dating Style: Committed Relationship

You are all about being in a committed long term relationship. You are all about the love and security that it brings.

'What is your dating style?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Capricorn - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits: You are serious about relationships and ready for a commitment.You tend to help your partner attain the success they dream of.You are a rock. Relationship problems don't seem to phase you. Your negative traits:Sometimes it's very hard for you to accept your partner's past.You are emotionally reserved, and difficult to connect with.You expect your partner to take care of you - and make cheat if they do not Your ideal partner:Is incredibly powerful and well respected.Is often older than you - and could be a superior at work.Has a good amount of money... or the ability to be rich someday. Your dating style: Practical. A "get to know each other" coffee date is just fine by you. Your seduction style: Bossy - you like to be the one in charge in the bedroom.Slow and patient. You know that good sex takes time.Calculating. You'll use sex to get ahead, if necessary. Tips for the future:Open up. A little emotional expression is a good thing in relationships.Leap before you look. You don't have to run a cost benefit sheet on everyone you date.Enjoy the now. No need to worry about marriage on the first few dates. Best color to attract mate: Dark green Best day for a date: Saturday Lol, Well...Saturday....

Monday, November 26, 2007 @ Monday, November 26, 2007

Just see a quote today..


Wow...i felt myself awake inside..

Well...i know loving someone is enough to make a smart person do
the most silliest thing in this world..

But the word "power" and "destroy" sound so striking...

And i really agree on what the sentence mean..

Love require trust..

Else, how can one stay for so long with their patner?

What i observed in love is tat it can make a person feel vulnerable..

like


Even the most toughest man cried for the loss of his beloved..

Well..love...just try to experience what it got...

Ai Shi Te Ru...

Ok , back to the lighr hearted subject of the day...

hahaha...

My class, W14m got this indian gurl name Amareet..

(P.s, While i am commenting about her in here,
there is no any feeling of racism being used ..)

Well, when i meet her in class at the first day..

She was reading her forum about some bollywood stuffs...

I thought maybe first day still not familiar with our class so she is
just doing her own thing...

After the next few weeks or so, she still spent 80% of her time reading forum..
(Other than eating and going to the rest room..)

I try to egaged her in team work...

but she keeps reading her dear forum ...

Somemore still got the cheek to ask me can she have the some informative slide to present later...

In front of her, I was behaving myself in a damn polite manner..

But in my mind,

i was groaning...

" Sian la...you do nothing..not even taking your eyes off the stupid forum and now you say you want to explain to the class this slide..
can give you the left over...not bad le...
you still dare to say you dun wan..."

Tat how i was feeling when she ask me last time..

I remember one time i had prepare ample of resource for a certain topic...

And after tat, when we as a team are distributing slides to who and who do de..

As usual..our dear miss bollywood forum gurl
quite smart ask us to share slide with her...

And

i was damn f****** piss off...

She take my slide..the one i spent 1/2 day for it...

So i sent her my notes..and ask her to remember to say tat out...

But during the presentation, she got the mouth to smile and tell me
her mind went blank during my slide...

I was wrestling with my anger which is mounting up bit by bit inside me...

Thankfully, i manage to calm myself down..

And i swear not to pass her thoes important slide no matter how polite she ask us..

Nv help out, nv research, nv discuss, nv talk..

She just keep reading her b***** bollywood forum...

from the morning till faci say, "end class..."

OMG...Wat is so nice about forum...

Aiyo, if u r reading a science or math forum ....
i will try not to say anything...

Bollywood.......zzzzzzzzz

sian...

Now, our class had created a beautiful name for her..

"The bollywood Queen"

Nice right...

Today faci even ask her why is she so quiet...

She jus smile
bite her finger nails
den went to read her forum again...

clapclap...

IMAO..

Sunday, November 25, 2007 @ Sunday, November 25, 2007

Have a fun day wif my god sis yesterday...

Watch HERO wif her

The movie version is not bad too, retaining 100% of its own familiar actor and actoress..

And the show never fail to make a humorous twist in the ever serious plot on cracking down the case of theft, murder and corruption..

hmmm...feeling slacky now..

Planning to go to the mass qi gong activity with my frenzs de...

but in the end feel so sleepy tat i nv go...

haiz...jus rmb to go to the brisk walk next week..

lazy me...lol..

Well..feel like quitting string ensemble..

It is boring...

I dun mind the practising time...

But the schedule is like not fixed de..

Like wait at least an eternity b4 another practising time is set up..

Forget it le..

I set up my mind to join the floorball IG next year,,

HEard is tough training at there..

But i dun mind..

COz i wanna have sth fun in my life..

Been tru NDP practise "tough" training under the
scoaching sun and muddy soil...

And also my band marching time which end us sweating and tired at the end of the day..

Or even during music time, my lip will be swollen as i bit my reed to hard..

I am "used" to it le..

So i dun mind having a "tough" training..

i dun wanna slack...

Coz i am still young...

Dun wanna have any regret
laced around the corner of my life...

Like how i am wif someone...

lol...

Thursday, November 22, 2007 @ Thursday, November 22, 2007

B4 ending up deep in researching and note taking...post this first... Fun marh..addicted to this le.. Hahahahah You Are 5: The Investigator

You're independent - and a logical analytical thinker. You love learning and ideas... and know things no one else does. Bored by small talk, you refuse to participate in boring conversations. You are open minded. A visionary. You understand the world and may change it. At Your Best: You are sharp, inventive, and creative. You have the skills to lead the world. At Your Worst: You are reclusive, weird, and a bit paranoid. Your Fixation: Greed Your Primary Fear: Being useless or incompetent Your Primary Desire: Being competent and needed Other Number 5's: Bill Gates, John Lennon, Kurt Cobain, Bjork, and Stephen Hawking.

Never Date a Scorpio

Jealous, paranoid, and possessive - deep down, your Scorpio will never trust you. And even if you are very trust worthy person, Scorpio's paranoia may drive you to act out. Instead try dating: Aries, Gemini, Libra, or Sagittarius

Wednesday, November 21, 2007 @ Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Phew...

Last min den know the formula to calculate tat troublesome problem..

But thanks god jus enough time to understand everything b4 faci walks in...

Haiz...

Hmm..Waiting to go to watch "Hero" with my dear god sis at sat...

Yeah..my fave idol...takura...

I rmb rushing home every afternoon just to watch the drama version of "Hero"

Damn interesting..wif a few comedies here and there...typical of jap show..

Lol...

Monday, November 19, 2007 @ Monday, November 19, 2007

If you were to use a metaphor to describe the stage of your life right now, what would you use and why?

If I were to use a metaphor to describe my stage of life right now, I would use
Life is like a hard cover notebook found in the library.

I always feel that when people were born into this world, their tiny clench fist will be actually holding an invisible hard cover library book and an invisible quill respectively for them to scribble in the margins and spaces. Why do I mean by hard cover and not by any form of quality, as human lives are mean to be taken seriously no matter is they are born rich or poor. What about I define it as a library book and not any other book? As our life’s “due date” will be stamped behind the book, waiting to be return to the creator that had create our life. And in my book, I think it will only left with three quarter of the pages. And how about the one quarter that I had used up. Well, it will be filled from my first birthday all the way to when I finally graduated from secondary school with my O-level certificate And with that, I had knew that my “childhood years” are finally gone. Gone are the days of a class of 40, gone are the day when I can take pleasure of teacher absentees and simple sinful rebel behavior of tucking out my shirt and skipping my CCA and remedial with my fellow sidekicks. Those days will be only just a trace of memories for me to savor from time to time, which explained why my book left with third quarter of pages to “Write” in it.

Now, the current I at RP is where teacher is change to facilitator, 40 classmates to 25 classmates, and the traditional method of studying is change to the new PBL system where everything is up to individual to find out the answer to the problem. And in this case it is a new chapter of my life which needs a new fresh page. True, I need to admit I will have a tendency to tear the pages from the book when I feel stressed or depressed over certain things in life. Sometime, I feel like handing my book to another hand when I feel everything in my life is beyond my control like the major changes in the education system. But the stamp behind the book will reminded me that I am the temporary owner of it and not in other people hand. And I sincerely believed that the pages in the book will never run out as long as I am still breathing on this earth. And the ink in the quill will always be there for me to scribble in my book.

hahaha...

@ Monday, November 19, 2007

People Envy Your Ingenuity

You're a person with unique ideas, big plans, and a zany outlook on life. Many people look to you for inspiration. People envy your creativity and "who cares?" attitude. They feel very ordinary next to you - and they usually are!

Hahaha, well...65 % correct bah...I actually cares for a lotsa things in life..other than that..the others r true...LOL

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are quite expressive and thoughtful. You see the world in a way that others are blind to. You are not a very grounded person. You prefer dreams to reality. For you, it's all about possibilities. You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself. Your near future is all about change, but in very small steps. The end of the journey looks far, but it's much closer than you realize. For you, falling in love has never been easy. You can only fall for someone who is very patient and persistent.

Hmmm...65% correct again..i does not believe and want people to see me larger than life and important...kinda weird lah..prefer jus to be a ordinary normal gurl...lol

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle. But you may be ready in a couple of years. You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment. And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

Someone agree wif me ..right??
hahahhaha

Your Inner Blood Type is Type A

You seem cool and collected, though a bit shy. You are highly driven and a perfectionist, but that's a side you keep to yourself. Creative and artistic, you are a very unique person who doesn't quite fit in. People accept you more than you realize, seeing you as trustworthy and loyal. You are most compatible with: A and AB Famous Type A's: Britney Spears and Hilter

Cool...Hitler..hahaha..not bad..share the same "inner" blood type as him...
But tat's one thing need to clarify..not really a perfectionist..LOL

You Are the Very Gay Peppermint Patty!

Softball is the huge tipoff here... As well as a "best friend" who loves to call her "sir"

hahaha...surprising...well...but kinda agree i do share the same trait as her..

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ISFP)

Your personality type is caring, peaceful, artistic, and calm. Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 8% of all women and 6% of all men You are Introverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving.

Wow..hmm...quite unique...

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as down to earth and reliable. Overall, your true self is passive and thoughtful. With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react. In love, you seem mysterious and interesting. In stressful situations, you seem sad and helpless.

wow...quite true...cool man...

@ Monday, November 19, 2007

You Should Be a Teacher

You are patient, optimistic, and good at explaining things. You work well with all types of people, and you are a good role model. Success and positive outcomes are extremely important to you. You are both a good leader and instructor. People look up to and depend on you. You do best when you: - Can see the results of your work - Are able to teach someone a new skill You would also be a good nurse or non fiction writer.

@ Monday, November 19, 2007

Today

When i woke up and was prepare to go into toilet for washing up b4 gig to school

My mum jus asked...

"Hey, what is all tat msg coming from the same ppl?"

Den later add...

"Guy or gurl send de??"

wo lia..is there sth blocking her eyes....dots

It's a guy name la...

haiz...

When i say guy...she will say why sms so much...ur bf arh...

When i say gurl...y so sms to gurls only....no guys meh..

Sian..what does she want?

And anyway..it's wrong to peek in my msg box even is she nv reads it...

I need to be caution around wif my phone..

Simply hate my parent checking n probing around my phone...

Sigh...

Sunday, November 18, 2007 @ Sunday, November 18, 2007

Copy right reserve 2007..(Smile..)

How does it feel...

Feel free to leave a tag to say how bad/good/worse/great it is...

Smile..

Wait for another boredom to strike down..

Den my muse will only be alive...

Lol...

Sunday, November 11, 2007 @ Sunday, November 11, 2007

Jus have a debate with my mum just now

Our quarrel go like this

"I heard there are lesbians working at your job site."

"Yes, is there any problem?"

"Can change your job, i dun wanna see u mixed around with them.."

"Mum, might as well ask me to quit school, my school also got such people...and quite lot lo"

"School different, i want you to change your job..."

"Mum, can you tell me what is wrong about them being a lesbian?"

"They are not normal, people will talk behind you and think of you as one if they see you mixing around with bungs.."

"What is the meaning of normal?"

"Dun talk back..."

"Mum, are you afraid of them?"

"I do not fear them.."

"Then why are you asking me ot quit my job..they are good people, it just that they only prefered the same sex...is that a mistake...?"

"It's abnormal, can you see that? My dear daughter..i afraid they will influence you..."

"What is the meaning of abnormal?"

"I say, dun talk back..."

"Mum, try calling the police to say there is some les working at my work place...if you succeeded in putting them in jail, then i will quit my job as my colleages are not there anymore..."

Frankly speaking, I admit i am a homopohobic last time due to my dear parent teaching on what is deem as normal and abnormal...

Define normal and abnormal to me...

And

Not all lesbian like every gurls that walked past them...

Like any others heterosexual person, they too had expectation..

And mind you, their patners are damn pretty and attractive..

Not cause they can't find a guy, den they turn to gurl..

This is a free world..one got a choice...

And in my own opinions....

gurl tend to be caring, sensitive and more loving than the males...

That is what i see...

I am not saying males are not caring or blah... blah... blah..
some are sweet..and kind..

But compare to gurl, quite a long way to go bah...

@ Sunday, November 11, 2007

For the first time in my whole 17 years of life

I finally knew what is the feeling of missing someone so deeply...

It's not a good feeling..

It's a feeling that only he or she can help to dissolve it..

U might be in a room crowded with your dearest frenzs..

But without him or her, something is missing...

And you will felt a sense of emptiness swell up deep within yourself...

Hmmm...

Anyway, i think the person might be sleeping for what i know...

I hope he/she can get the phone she want tml...

Smile....

Friday, November 09, 2007 @ Friday, November 09, 2007

YEAH

i finally learn how to swim!!

Thanks to Rechelle dear...

Thanks for teaching me how to breathe out in water...

Thanks for daring me to open my eyes under water..

Thanks for breaking my fear of submerging my head under water...

Thanks for being so patient with me...

Thanks for being there for me...

Thanks...

Lotsa loves here...

Tuesday, November 06, 2007 @ Tuesday, November 06, 2007

Hmmm...

I need to admit sth...

I used to think

Love = No freedom + Tied down...

Staying single is the best
wanna go anywhere is ur choice
no need to bother abt other people feeling...

But now i finally realise actually

Love = Freedom + stable

Love is free, u might love the person, but nevertheless, she or he is not your possession.

The very act of you loving another person unconditionately is a kind of freedom...

Coz beside the 5 senses we human have, we have this
very unique feeling of sense..

The sense of loving another person, it is a combinaiton of all the 5 senses to become the 6th sense...

That wat i realise...

love actually unleash a kind of feeling that you might not know you had within in you..

And once it is unleash out, it became a kind of unbound freedom and a feeling or a type of rebellion..

And love is actually a type of adventure, be it wif anyone...

A kind of roller coaster..

call...

love...

Sunday, November 04, 2007 @ Sunday, November 04, 2007

Jus recently hook on to Paula coelho novel..

The alchemist is quite nice...give the reader a sort of warmy kind of awe feeling

And have help me to think of questions regarding to life...

now my current book is eleven minutes and there is this paragraph really help me to think a lot..

" I noticed that most people get on it in search of excitement, but that
once it starts, they are terrified and want the cars to stop."

i agree...that is the average thinking of most people...u desire the things u want, but when u noe the unknown of danger and fear of the route, u became to feel terrified and u want to stop going on and get out of it...

"or do they think that the intelligent thing to do would be to avoid the ups and downs and spend all their time on a carousel, going round and round on the spot?"

going round and round is soooooo boring..the most important intelligent thing will be to
buy a ticket to your life roller coaster, buckle up and prepare for the game of ur life...

I love roller coaster...

Smile...

Saturday, November 03, 2007 @ Saturday, November 03, 2007

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