Thursday, April 30, 2009 @ Thursday, April 30, 2009

Y e a h!!

I got 2 A and 2 B for my first week...

Another 15 more weeks to go to my 3.37 GPA...

JyJy...

^^

ZzZZzZ....F****...late coz of my hp

Tuesday, April 28, 2009 @ Tuesday, April 28, 2009

I alight from the bus with a happy smile until I realised sth important is missing from my pocket...

SHuck!! My f******** hp...><

Ouch...take a cab? too ex...Forget about my hp? cannot...

In the end, I took the bus back to my home to grab my phone...

No phone = Cut of 0.5% from my daily gpa... !#$%^&*()

Hais...let this serve as a warning for me...

No more lateness....No more..means no more..I already curse myself le..

But thanks god as the day progress by, my mood did improve...

Class is good today...

And I skip away from my SLA duty...

Seriously speaking, I dun care about my IG or my helicon commitee...

Call me irresponsible..call me lazy..call me anything if you wan...

Speak IG is boring...if u wan me to say the truth...

Helicon is making me zzzzzz too...

I rather spend productive time practising my piano instead of sitting down there and be a smiling idiot..

Enough of all this boring crap...I dun wan tat testimonial anyway...

I really regretted in joining Speak...

I should join some Sport IG when I was in year one or two...

But it's ok...What's done is done...

Now I just wanna focus on my GPA, Piano, FYP and my GF...

Darling sent me a cute SMS today....

My life is as sweet as a cookie now.
It is interesting like how crispy the cookies is.
My daily essence smells as nice as the vanilla essense.
You are the sugar, dough and vanilla in my life.

Ain it sweet..hahaha...

I will write one for you right now....

In the beginning

In the beginning,
A peek in the facebook,
A nudge at the msn
lead to a call over the phone.

Your voice.
My voice
A tiff between each others.
Your debate. My retort.
A deeper understanding.

A movie invitation.
You agreed.
That's our first unofficial meeting.

Your smile,
Your jacket,
was the trademark of the meeting.

It's the beginning of our story being woven into poetry form...

Darling, tag me if u think it's cute...ok?? ^^

放风筝的自由。。。

Monday, April 27, 2009 @ Monday, April 27, 2009

“有人说大多数的女人，都是先爱上爱情，才会爱人的。”


“那你是哪一种女人？”


“我是先爱上了自由，才爱上爱情的。”


“我要的爱情就像放风筝，你是放风筝的人，我就是那风筝。风筝是属于宽大天空的，是自由不受约束的。但是，只要你需要我，一收线，我就会回到你的身边。只想把风筝放在身边的人，风筝也就不是风筝了。”



谢谢你，因为我爱你，我才能成为最自由的人。不必担心你会抓着我闻身上是否有女人的香水味。不必编出任何晚归的借口，我可以大大方方的和过去的女朋友喝茶，因为你说：“你也可以有女性朋友。”但我心里却想着：不知你现在和哪个男生在一起？我也可以和公司客户应酬到深夜。因为你说：“我相信你，这是你的工作。”但是我心里焦虑着：不知你回家了没？”


然而，我必须记着：你是风筝，一个自由的风筝，我不能成为绑住你的人。


今晚，我的车子故障了，半夜三点才回到家。我看到了你，泪流满面，焦虑不安的你，是我从没有见过的。你扑进我怀里，哭着的说：“吓死我了，你到哪里去了？连电话也不打会来，我打电话问遍你所有的朋友，可是。。。。”然后你又哭了。我心痛地搂住你奇怪这些话怎么如之熟悉，这也是我每天每天都想对你讲的话啊！“我不晓得你会这么担心。” 我说。


“我当然担心，我担心死了，因为你是我最爱的人啊! 为什么你从来不但心我，不问我去哪里了呢？”你说。


我恍然了，“我以为你喜欢自由。”


“我是喜欢自由啊！但是飞得再高再远的风筝，也有想休息的时候。你只会放风筝，却忘了收风筝，有你的支缓，休息过后的风筝才能飞得更高更远啊！难道你忍心让风筝一个人孤独的在天上飞？”


我抱着你，突然间明白自己是世界上最傻的放风筝的人。


For those who dun understand the chinese language...below is the english translation..


" There is a person who once said that a woman will fall in love in love itself, before loving another human being."


"So, which type of woman are you?"


"I am thoes kind who fell in love with freedom, before falling in love with love itself..."


"The type of love, which I want is like flying a kite. You are the one holding the kite's string, while I am the the kite. Kite is meant to fly in the big blue sky, it is suppose to be free and unbound by any restriction. But, if you ever need me, just pull back the string, I'll be by your side. But for thoes people who choose to leave the kite by their side, the kite will not be a kite anymore..."


Thanks you. Cause of your love, I have the utmost freedom in this world. I do not have to worry whether if you will drag me by the collar to try to catch a whiff of a woman's perfume. I do not have to create new lie for me being late at home. I can go and have a cup of tea with my ex-girlfriends, as you told me that I can have the right to have girl as my friends. But my heart was thinking, which guy are you chatting to right now. I can stay up to dusk with my client, as you told me you believed me and knew that this is part of my job. But my heart was thinking are you still outside of the house.


However, I must remember: you are the kite, a kite which need its own freedom, I can't be the person to tie you up.


Until that night, when my car had a flat tire. By the time I reached home, It was already past midnight. I see you shivering on the sofa with tears running across your cheeks. I had never seen you in that kind of frantic manner before, it was something so stunning for me. You just fly into my embrace and break down.


"Where have you been? It felt so scary to me. Not even a phonecall, I have make so many calls to all of your friends...but...."


You cried again. I just pull you tighter into my embrace and felt some sense of familiarity by your words. Those are all the words which I been waiting to tell you for a long long time.


"I never knew you will be that worry for me..." I replied.


"Of course I will be worry, cause you are the person I love the most in this world. But why you never seem to care for me even for the slightest bit, never asking where I go?"


I stiffed up in shock and replied, "But I thought you like being free."


"Ya, I like freedom. But a kite no matter how high it may fly or how far it may go, It will still its own rest time. Only with your support will I fly higher, can you bear to see me flying alone in the sky?"


At that point, I felt I am the most retarded kite flyer in this world.

My love to you is like flying a kite....

The Aware saga: Women righting? Anti-gay vs. Religion? Which one?

@ Monday, April 27, 2009

I should hope at least my reader at here have at least some sense of wat is Aware all about..

Coz i dun wanna waste my time explaining all over again...

For thoes which are unclear about wat in heaven is happening rite nw...u can google it...^^

After these few days of reading thoes articles from newspaper to online forums, i finally come to a conclusion...

I am neither supporting the old guard and the new guard...

Coz first of all, I dun noe abt aware until now...so it's none of my concern..

And seriously speaking, the new guard sucks...

Just read this..

A STAFF member was fired, locks were changed and the police called in - twice.

Not bad hur...changing of new lock for??

It's a foul play...It's not fair play...

Plus, the master mind for all this Aware saga is actually some woman who claim herself to be a "feminist mentor" at the parliament...and also the main character to repeal against 377A back in 2007...

She is the Sarah Palin of Singapore...Kudos to her man...

The Straits Times reported similarly:

Senior lawyer Thio Su Mien yesterday revealed the key role she played
in bringing about the change of leadership at the Association of Women for
Action and Research (Aware).

Appearing at a press conference called at short notice by some of the
association's new leaders, she said she was alarmed to discover that Aware had
lost sight of its original purpose and become pro-lesbian and
pro-homosexual.

Dr Thio, 71, a born-again Christian who runs her own law firm, is the
mother of Nominated Member of Parliament Thio Li-ann and her nephew, Dr Alan
Chin, is married to new Aware president Josie Lau.

She was the first woman dean of the Law Faculty at the then-University
of Singapore, from 1969 to 1971.

Introducing herself as a 'feminist mentor' to working women, she said
she began monitoring Aware's affairs about a year ago.

Disturbed by what she saw as signs that it was promoting lesbianism and
homosexuality, she began urging women she knew to challenge Aware's attempts to
redefine marriage and families.

-- Straits Times, 24 April 2009, Lawyer'skey role in Aware coup

First of all, Aware is not really a pro-gay organisation..

U guys can read it at here...--> http://we-are-aware.sg/myths-debunked

Thio later reveal at the press conference.
These were:

Dr Thio explained that her concern about the direction that Aware was
taking was partly prompted by a letter from a parent who was concerned that the
society was promoting a homosexual agenda.

He wrote to the Today newspaper in 2007 to ask why Aware's choice of a
movie for a charity show was Spider Lilies, about two lesbians who fall in
love.

Dr Thio said she went on to discover that in Aware's comprehensive
sexuality education programme, which is taken to schools, homosexuality is
regarded as a neutral word, not a negative word.

'I started thinking, 'Hey, parents, you better know what's happening,''
she said.

'I talked to parents. I said: You better do something about this,
otherwise your daughter will come back and say, 'Mum, I want to marry my
girlfriend.'

'Or your son will say: 'Dad, I want to marry my boyfriend.''

These parents were flabbergasted, she said, adding that such sexuality
education was taking place in the United States and Europe and was not
new.

'What is happening in society is that we are redefining marriage, we
are redefining families,' she said.

'So I'm a concerned citizen and if people are so ignorant, I think I want
to teach them.'

Pointing out that Aware's programme was already in 30 schools, she
said: 'The suggestion is that in this programme, young girls from 12 to 18 are
taught that it's okay to experiment with each other.

'And this is something which should concern parents in Singapore. Are
we going to have an entire generation of lesbians?'

Dun worry, Su Mien Auntie..There's still a bunch of man-crazy gurls in Singapore to define the true meaning of family...

The last but the least of this famous auntie in Singapire

'I find to my dismay that Aware seems to be only very interested in
lesbianism and the advancement of homosexuality, which is a man's issue,' she
said.

-- Straits Times, 24 April 2009, Lawyer'skey role in Aware coup

What kind of man's issues...

Are you meaning man in general??

Or in gender wise, the male species??

I find it amazing that Thio thinks homosexuality is a man's issue.

The only way one can come to this view is if one denies that same-sex
attraction in women exists.

This is usually linked to the completely outmoded idea that no sexual impulse
can possibly exist in females. Women have no agency with regard to their sexual
lives; they do not have desires of their own. They're basically a piece of meat
lying there for men to use.

How can a person holding such an attitude call herself a feminist?

~ as quote by someone from yawning bread

I noe there is this big rule saying woman should be interested in man...marry a perfect guy and settle down with a few cute kids running around in the house...

Everyone noe...it's hardwire since we are a young kid...

But, one can't deny that woman can't be attract to their own kind...

We can have the rights to choose abortion...We can have the right to choose wat kind of lives to live...We can have the rights to choose our partner, regardless of what kind of gender the person is...

You can't just simple force a gurl to love someone who is not her choice...It will lead to another divorce...lead to another child getting hurt in the process..

In the end, everything will just break apart..
This is not abt homosexuality....this is about the freedom of choice a woman have...

Friday, April 24, 2009 @ Friday, April 24, 2009

Wake up as usual to my mum screaming, "wake up..wake up.."

Feeling so tired, my head plopped back to my comfy pillow and zzz again..

15 mins later..the door bang opened with my mum nagging...

Ok..nagging is sth I can't take it...SO I just dragged up the legthatic body of mine to the toilet to freshen up...

Today module is about IT security...

And I LOVE the faci..

Unlike thoes usual boring faci..blah blah their time away in class...

He is like so down to earth...and keep pushing us to find our own answer...

Today...we are trying so hard to explain the CIA traid to him...

"no...it's not this..." "Nope...you can give better answer than tat..." " still like this...this is not wat I am wanting"

Until I just break loose...and give an example of 377A and try my best to relate back to CIA traid model.

He was...wat was 377A....

"O....Is tat the buttok's law?"

I was huh..buttok..I tot sotomy...watever..still same la..

Finally he smiled....

We got the answer via the gay example...not bad hur

My team ppt ended quite smoothly...coz most of the things were being thoroughly explained..

After tat...I went to TCC orchard to return all my stuffs to them...

And I finally received my PAY!! Wheeepie...

Justina and her gf called me down to macafe to do their RJ...

In order to spend my time wisely, I order a piece of cheesecake and a cup of hot chocolate to savour while watching them furrowing their brown over their lappy...

Darling come soon after tat...and we went shopping around PS..

She brough a bottle of perfume cum lotion, while I brough 2 lip balms from body shop..

the end...

^^

Thursday, April 23, 2009 @ Thursday, April 23, 2009

Pink!!!!!

Monday, April 20, 2009 @ Monday, April 20, 2009

First day in school...

One word to describe it : smooth...

As usual, I help to kick start the group by doing the ppt outline...

Having a good outline is good...It will nv let u go out of track...


My team mates are brilliantly good..I luv our vibe...

Through everyone is new to each others...but we soon catch up each others ideas and soon come up with the answer to the problem...

Different day. Different class. I like it.

hahaha...like tat...no need to sit around with pontential class pest for the rest of the sem...

The plus side...can work with a lot of people..

A good network of frenz is helpful...^^

And ya....guys, who is keen to join the pink dot Singapore...

For thoes who still dunno what the dot am I yanking abt...

Below is actually a video from pink dot

The idea behind this slogan video is for thoes ppl who are still ignorant abt LBGT..

Coz as always, my relatives will ask, "hey, gurl ah...when is ur turn to find a boyfrenz?"

"Hey, so big le...can get marry le.."

"Must find a rich hubby soon..or u will be left in the shelf..."

zzz..all thoes Ah soh and aunties typical greeting to me...

I jus smile like an idiot to them...and say nth...must have respect for oldies...u noe...

Left in the shelf...well..nope...haha..I already have my wife...^^

Okokokok...Back to the pink dot gathering...

It's actually Singapore 1'st LBGT gathering...yes..we are going to make history....

No protest. No gay parade like other coutries...

Just a peaceful gathering...by wearing pinky stuff...

It sound fun to me..even though it's like gig down there to form a big pink dot...

Go there for the experience..or for the fun...or just to support the sexual minorities in S'pore...

It's up to u...

Friday, April 10, 2009 @ Friday, April 10, 2009

因为你，我懂什么是信任
因为你，我变得有点幼稚（但还是比你蛮成熟。。哈哈哈）
因为你，我懂什么是放心
因为你，我懂什么是珍惜

因为你，我相信永远

我把对你的思念在这边一一写出来。。。

不知道你会不会读。。

但毕竟，我说过了。。。

我只会用华文来表达藏在我心里最深的话

别告诉我比不会读。。。^^

Ok, back to English...

The door was bang opened by my Mum...

As usual, she sat at my side and start to chant chant chant...till I was on the verge of bursting up...

I think I can just chuck away my alarm clock...

Coz my mum is ...><

After bathing and my morning breakfast, I just chiong out of my house at 6.45 am to catch the bus to go to TCC at Penanrankan Place...

When I reached there, it was empty...not a soul was there...

I am just too early...

Imagine being there at 7.55 am when the actual timing is at 8.30 am...

As it was too early, I just took a morning stroll at there...

I felt like Alice in Wonderland...

Looking at all the worn down buildings of the Pananrankan house...

I felt a sense of awe...tat i can still see such buildings at Singapore...

So in the midst of yawning, I was actually enjoying the atmosphere at there...

Thanks to my mum tat I can get to enjoy the beautiful scenary....

I finally quit TCC...=DDDDDDDDDD

But seriously, I prefer TCC at Penanrankan Place...

Firstly, the interior design is damn gorgeous...

Secondly, the ppl at there are much more lain back and enjoyable...

Thirdly, the crowd at there is just right for me...^^

But Year 3 is kinda impossible for me to have a 2nd job...

I want to have a F****** good GPA...

So, some things need to be sacrified to achieve my goal..

1) TCC job
2) Surfing for unnecessary websites
3) My sport IG >.<

But CAMPING IS WAT I AM WAITING FOR!!!

Wheee..CYPER CAMp...'m waitin' for it!!

This will be my last time joining the camp..So I will make the best of IT!!

Orientation..^^ I heard tat this year orientation will be quite fun..

Coz the freshies can get to fly outside for some amazing race thingy, rather sit their butts rotten on the floors...

It's ain fun...><

C'mon, RP...

Seriously, I am proud to be a RP no matter wat other polys might say...^^

Tml I need to get really of all my camp stuffs...

I am going to stay one night at dar's house b4 going to camp the next day..

Dar...dun worry..I will bring charger for camp...

I will call u every night...hmm..

This is not army camp anyway...so dun worry...

"Ruffle ur hair..."

I will miss u..even I am playing like crazy with my bunch of frenzs...

Tuesday, April 07, 2009 @ Tuesday, April 07, 2009

This Church is simply DOOM

I mean some church dun tolerate Homosexual..

For this, I respect them..as they follow the old testament of the bible...

But this church simply over done it..

Their websites are even more outrageous..

http://www.godhatesfags.com/

http://www.godhatestheworld.com/

http://www.beastobama.com/

http://www.signmovies.net/

Gosh...guys, go there and see how stupid they are..

They are using hatred to sprend the msg of Christ...

U dun like homo...ok..I noe, It makes u feel uncomfortable..

But it is SIMPLY NOT RIGHT to go down to FUNERAL to picket the dead SOLDIER.

The whole family is simply idiot..

I am not surprise..if someone go down there n burn ur church...

Christianity is abt love....not abt hate...even i am not a christian...but I noe GOD wun forbade u doing such things to shame him...

Pls..someone pray for them...or simply the fastest way..send them to a nearby mental hospital..

Seriously Sherly aunty, if u dun like America, jus bring ur whole family to Africa, Pakistan, Afghanistan..or Bangalesh..

They give death penalty to sodomy...but still their governement is corrupted..'

So stop blaming the homo...all the guys inside the goverment is straight male women loving guys..so...why did their countries still remain at tat kind of level..

But at least it will make you stop screaming "God hates fag" and "God hates America" and do sth else better..

They r wasting time..might as well set up donation drive for starving kids..or helping the third world countries..

IT's stupid to stand down there screaming at the top of ur lungs "God hates you!!!"

If there are terrorist in the Christian religion...

They are...

Sooner or later, they will raise a generation of sucide bombers....

In the name of jesus, Amen...

http://www.godhatestheworld.com/china/falsereligion.html

btw...thanks for demoralizing my family religion...

Monday, April 06, 2009 @ Monday, April 06, 2009

An estimated 260 million people around the globe live left-handed lives in a right-handed world, Leonardo da Vinci and Alexander the Great were lefthanded, and so were Babe Ruth, Michelangelo and Charlemagne. The left hand rules Charlie Chaplin, Robert S. McNamara, Sandy Koufax, Kim Novak and Ringo Starr. They are known as southpaws, gallock-handers, chickie paws and scrammies—and on down a whole list of slangy synonyms whose very length testifies to the fact that for centuries left-handers have been looked upon with suspicion, if not with actual mistrust.

In the Middle Ages, for instance, the left-hander lived in danger of being accused of practicing witchcraft. The Devil himself was considered a southpaw, and he and other evil spirits were always conjured up by left-handed gestures. Even today, language expresses the general prejudice against lefthanders. A lefthanded compliment is actually an insult, the Latin word sinister (left) has taken on a, well, sinister cast, and the French word gauche, which means left, is used to describe a socially awkward person. In Moslem societies, the left hand is considered unclean.

@ Monday, April 06, 2009

God hates fag??

IMAO...

This aunty up there seriously is damn cute la...

Keep shouting screaming..yelling "God hates Fag...god hates fag..."

She really needs a good shag...any uncles wan her.??

I used to be a christian...but well..not in this way...

Using hate to spreand christianity is a sin...tsk tsk...

If u dun like..jus mind ur own business...

Rather than screaming down there like an idiot, might as well just go home and make love to ur husband and glorify in the essence of doing the healthy stuff, or u can print phamphlets and pass ur msg around to the people, or u can just simply just shut up...

@ Monday, April 06, 2009

有人说，每样事物都有它们的最佳温度。

热咖啡的最佳温度是72度，红茶的最佳温度是65度，热牛奶的最佳温度是63度，

冰咖啡的最佳温度是10度，啤酒的最佳温度是8度，冰淇淋的最佳温度是6度。

那么，感情的温度是多少？

“在你的心里，爱情的最佳温度是多少？” 女孩向在一旁的男孩问道。

“应该是很高吧，比如说100度之类的。”不是有个词叫做热恋么，男孩想。

女孩的眉向上，眼里却有不知名的情绪闪过。很快，但男孩还是发现了。

男孩讨厌那个笑容，特别讨厌那个人对自己那样笑。好像知道什么，却什么都不说出来，明明在笑，却并没有高兴的情绪。

“那就是0度吧。冬天是最适合恋人亲密的季节哦，我在0度的气温拥抱你。。。。”男孩换了个答案。

女孩一言不发地转身，准备离开。

“哎，我知道了哦，感情的最佳温度，应该是。。。。”男孩急忙将女孩拉向自己。

“37度，只有恋人的体温才是爱情最佳温度吧。”男孩用轻轻的声音在她的耳边低低地叙述。

“真是个笨蛋。最爱吃甜食的人居然不知道，能感受到最甜蜜的温度也是37度啊。”

男孩没有说话，只是抱的更紧了些。

Translation

There's a saying, that everything had its own room temperature.

Saturday, April 04, 2009 @ Saturday, April 04, 2009

Just watched Confession of a shopaholic with dar yesterday...

It is quite a down to earth hilarious show...

The reason of why i haven read the novel is cause I am not a shopaholic...

Or maybe, I shop like a man..

I see. I like. I buy

I wun dilly dally around the store to widen up my options...(It'll jus fog my mind..><)

That's a simple reason why my female frenzs like to go shopping with me..

Cause I am not fussy abt wat I wan...

But unless u plop me into a bookstore, I will let myself absorb into rich atmosphere of bookssss...

They should make a movie of a confession of a bookaholic or a daily ranting of a bookworm...

Sound interesting??

Even through I haven really read the book...I sort of understand the sheer meaning behind the whole novel.

Material happiness is not and unable to capture the happiness of finding the one you love and who love u back....

Speaking of love...hahaa..

Darling Regine is cute la...

We were walking down the tunnel to Vivo MRT entrance...

She suddenly belt out Wang lee Hon "Forever Love"

But she phrase it to "Forever Les"

I was HAHAHAHAH-ing away....

But as usual, I jus groove with her...

So I sang back in reply..

"从今以后，你会是所有幸福的理由。。"

She can still reply, "Ya, precisely, coz u r forever a les, so 你会很幸福。。"

I nearly knelt down from laughing too hard...wat a cute idiotic reply...LOL

After movie, we went to Sushi-tei to buy waffle ice-cream..

She brought the green tea red bean flavour, while me being a chocolate lover just brought the chocolate flavour and we went to sit outside to enjoy the night scenary...

I was just thinking if ever one day my mum find out abt our relationship...

I will just accept watever shit she wanna give it to me....

I am 19...

After 2 years, I will be 21...

Let the future bath its warm light onto me....

Zen~

I jus found sth more addictive to soduku....The KenKen puzzle!!

Coz It required basic arithmetic skill...

For thoes sudoku addict, time to upgrade it to KenKen... ^^

And I am quitting TCC soon...

Year 3 is a bz year...

1 job is enough for me...

I need to get my daily A. I need to focus on my FYP. I need to practise on my piano exam.
I need to work out on my new story for this year RP writing competition. I wan to work out. I wan to be tanner. I wan to learn Tennis. I wan to play Squash with my daddy. I wan to feel like a teen b4 I turn 21.

I need to priority my stuffs. The first priority will be my gf, Regine...^^

I miss u, again...

@ Saturday, April 04, 2009

Your Ego is Small

You are quite humble. You try not to spend too much time congratulating yourself. You're proud of who you are, but you're also secure. You don't need to brag. You see yourself and others in a pretty realistic way. You appreciate strengths and faults. You respect people and believe that you can learn from them.

You Are Facebook

You are social, outgoing, and excited to connect to your friends. You are interested in your friends' lives, and you enjoy adding your opinion to the mix. While you enjoy sharing online, you don't want everyone to know your business. You value your privacy. Your life is an open book to those you know but not to strangers.

You Are a Classic New York Cheesecake

Simple and sweet, you are a smooth operator. You can get along with anyone ... though after a bit of time, you're too much to handle!

Friday, April 03, 2009 @ Friday, April 03, 2009

The Future of Singapore MRT map

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