Tuesday, July 03, 2007 @ Tuesday, July 03, 2007
Dunno why now i prefer the typing feeling rather the
sensation of gripping a pen/pencil on my hands....
Maybe it's due to the long hours at school, facing my precious lappy tat i forget about my cool and sauve looking pencil bag at home...
Time can really influence a person mind to change a opinion about certain things in life.
Like for example:
Before-
I always tot same gender love as disgusting, as yucky, as abnormal, as something which is destroying the very fundamental of what true love is between a man and a woman.
Now-
I think that is NO ANY RULE in the game call LOVE. The only thing u NEEDA follow is ur own heart and thought. DUn waste time in thinking it's AGAINST GOd, AGAINST ur family belief, AGAINST SOCIETY. What one needs is just a simple companion between each others. If you find solance and understanding from the same gender. Just throw away the stupid thinking it's forbidden. There is no such thing as forbidden in a g-g, b-b relationship.
It's either u LOVE or u DUN Love.
Before-
I always tot i should just mix around with my peers in order to prevent myself from bad influence
After-
When i start working, i REALISE i was NOT letting myself From DOing a lotsa stuff. I MISS out a lotsa experience. I found out i was NAIVE about what the world outside the castle of books is really was. I slowly let my defence down and at the same time too set some rules for myself in case i travel too FAR and cannot u-turn to me again. I jus mix with people from all kinds of age from 16-40.
From the good-yet-weird people all the way to bad-yet-pretend-to-be-good people, they are not hidding anything but straightforward and honest to the very nib.
LOl, I forgotten i was still in my teens when i am schooling in secondary school. I was thinking too deep and too far to the future. BUT NOW, I want to ENJOY LIFE as much as i can b4 i heave onto the bag which society will place upon my shoulders after my schooling days
r ALL OVER. So, i will be having fun from now on.
Ok,back to wat happen today...
DEcided to buy PErfume: A story of a murderer at MPH at citylink.
But when i reach there, they tell me OUT OF STOCK
But thanks god, the someone is there to pei wo, else i think i will haiz and travel all the way back to Jurong West.
He/She is darnn funny today. hahaahha
There is one point we were dicussing about the topic on nails.
He/She just said, "i used to have long nail in the past, but now i dun like it anymore."
Den i say, "why you dun like?"
And i think he/she misunderstand my intention and say, "no, not about tat..."
I think i understand the meaning behind his/her shy smile.
Den i ask again, "What about tat?"
He/She just said, "Ok, it's tat loh..if u think it tat way,..."
I nearly fall down...
LOL
Ok, next about my LOVE LOAF.
I FINALLY receive it le, a CUTE loaf of BREAD
Hey, it's not EDIBLE but it's a donation box i have ask from World Vision...
I thought they had forgotten about my application for one until today when i reach home and found a HUGE package on my studying table.
I had "dong" in quite a lotsa LOOSE change...
And will be DOING this until the end of 3rd months...
Imaginarist
