Saturday, July 14, 2007 @ Saturday, July 14, 2007

Dunno y i suddenly feel actually life can be full of surprise and twist

A lotsa ppls i knew from childhood suddenly grew up...

In terms of thinking and actions, they simply changed a lot...a lot

Is this what growing up is all about??

Change...transform .....grow up....matuarity...

LOL, such mockery...

Suddenly, everyone seem trying hard as best to
show out their adult side to the frenzs
and hid their childish n kidish thinking in one corner of their information overload mind...

I admit i am trying tat too...

Partly is beacause i noe i will step out into the society very soon in the distand future..

And such thinking is wasting one own precious time in the ever changing society of singapore..

So, when i am now a teens of 17, i feel like wanting to
savour my soon to be finish
last spoon of the fun and joy of being a growing up kiddo...

When i hear someone say that 17 is actually not young in any sense...

I feel a slight saddness upon my burden heart...

But i needa agree it's true and i really can sense it in my soul..

So, by the age of 21, i am willing to drop out of any nonseical stuffs which does not bear what society want...

LOL, wat a boring life...
- Go to school..(study..study..study..)
-Find a opposite sex and get marry
-Raise kid
-be grandparent
-Angel

Sometime, i seriously want some major disaster
to shake my life up,
to disturb the straight flow of my life chart,
to make it tuspy topvy, curly wurly....

Coz, like tat it's wat make me truly alive...

-Being chased by the police
-See the shadow of death falling upon me b4 angel of hope save me
-Run to the end of the world and shout out loud
-Sleep to the very end of time and notice tat my life had chandged

LOL, abt relationship thingy, it's not i dun wan..

It's i afraid i will stuck in the same old routine wif the same person for the next 5 years...

The love maybe still there, but the experience i will get will be shallow and on he surface...

I mostly jus like and go away, in order to
preserve the most basic sweet memory tat i have on the person...

Like tat , life will be fun..

Being single and available but not interested in stead is wat i hold firmly bah...until when the time come to fulfill my parent dream of wanting me to get marry..den, like tat lo

2 Cindy: (if u r reading this oneday, this is directed to u, hope u dun mind me writing my thought here regarding to u..)

Well, i have seen u grow up since primary school till now...

From a suave outgoing girl, u blossom into a beautiful femanine gurl..

yah, but sometime it's alright to let go off ur grip for just a little while

Relax, there is a time to be a girl, there is
a time to face the real self inside u...

Ok, gurl, u r still young..enjoy life now...

Dun keep thinking it supposed to be this...
it supposed to be tat...

Choose ur own way, dun be too concious of wat other think of u

Better let other hate the real u rather than u dun love urself...

Relax, ok??

And this is direct to tat person:

Thanks for adding me in friendster...
Thanks for being tat small pebble tat cause a small ripple in my life...
Thanks for "loving" me so much..hahahahaha
Thanks for the time we share...

hmm, tat's it...lol

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