Monday, July 23, 2007 @ Monday, July 23, 2007
习惯让人有种莫名的安全感，却又有种莫名的寂寞。而你永远不知道，你的习惯会让你错过什麽。
I needa agree on certain stuff..
Sometime if a person is too wrapped up in one's own habit and lifestyle...
It's become a habit...
And this habit make u Safe and lonely at the same time...
And u will never know this habit sometime
make u lose out sth important in ur life..
Like for example,
one day while on the way to school/work..
Rain is falling heavily with thunder echoing in the distant..
You decide to change your walking route ...
What you actually dunno tat the frenz u never meet for 10 years is actually living at the same area as you..
And when you discover tat,
Shock, stunned and surpised is the main emotion on the spot...
Life is so cute sometime..
It make us comfortable with our own habit
And last min surprise us wif something unusual..
Well, i discover i change quite a lotsa habit recently..
Like deciding to go to school a bot later than usual when i am not having UT...LOL
i will see familiar faces from primary and secondary school..
But in such cases, i jus smile at them refusing to talk le..
There is no common topic from both of us...
Smile is the best way to acknowledge that both of you actually know each other once, laugh with each other once, gossip with other once, being punish outside ths class together once, play prank on the headmaster once...ETC...
There will be a lot ...a lot...but when people grows up...things change
So, i develop the habit of smiling at familiar faces i see on the road..
Call me crazy also can, call me weirdo also can...
Coz tat's me...
Even stranger i meet on the MRT and bus, esp when the bus or MRT come to a sudden break..
Thoes ppl who r standing up will be thrust forward and maybe will accidentally knock into one another..
There will be a lotsa smile, "sorry..." "it's alright.."
And thsi words always never fail to make my day...
tat is actually a kind of connection with other people u will never know each other forever...
And like on friendster, i normally wun add people i dunno...
even id they wanna add me, i jus press "cancel"..
My past thinking was, "i dunno u, no common topic and interest,,,y u add me?"
Den i jus move my mouse and click "cancel."
But recently, i jus give it a try..
Change my profile and add some weird groups...
Coz i am curious and wanna break free from my past habit...
i start to see interesting profile and picture and randomly add...
LOL
hahaha
Now i click "Add" rather than "cancel." when i receive friend request..
And i come to know a lotsa people...
alotsa funny and weird people...
With life totally the opposite from me..
I needa to agree tat i am being brought up in a good environment...
I never really did experience the feeling of kid "stress, fear, pain and torment.."
The only painful experience is when i flunk my test only or when
i am lost in a shopping mall...
hahahaha
After living in such condition for 17 years, i really feel curious on how the other part of the people lived like..
All my frenz who shared the same family background as me..
(Good daddy, naggy mummy, squabbling sibbling, irritating uncles and aunties..)
tell me why should i curious abt them?
They are not us, just feel happy at where u r loh...
no...impossible, well...i mention le..
Jus wanna have sth to shake up my life once in a while
Like tat i will truly feel alive
it's not i wanan be like them, bu ke neng de...
Lol, well, my parent had already trained up my sense of duty as a daughter well as well as what it need to be presentable to the society..
i already have the conciousness inside me..
"Jus know, befriend, and remain true to who you are.."
The nerdy, always-talk-to-herself, keep-thinking-rubbish gurl..
LOL, tat's who i am...
Well, ok....
back to daily life..
Well, jus went out wif huiqi yesterday..
Nth to do mah, go to suntec and shop...
fun sia, i really like poking her at the side, the reaction is sitmulating my laugher only...
she keep struggling loh..hahahaa
In the end i free her from the torment...
in case she cannot take it to well...
Den tired after walking and "playing"
We went to sky garden to enjoy the night breeze lo...
Just do random chatting until we went to mac to eat dinner
next we went to her house...
ermm..interesting house...wif 2 doggy
Well, her dog thank god dun like me, therefore no licking from its...
hahahaha...
After slacking at her house, her brother come around to fetch us to bring her baby cousin from her mummy house to her house to help her mum to take care of her yi xia...
The car damn freaking cold, i swear i was being brought back to the ice age...lol
And her cousin damn cute sia...sweet voice...
hahhahaa...
--xoxo,
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