Monday, September 24, 2007 @ Monday, September 24, 2007
Suddenly
I feel like running
i feel like screaming
i feel like jumping
I feel like escaping
I feel like bleeding
there is sth in me again....
the me who feel like running but is held prisoner inside in a physical body..
I keep a secret
And this secret is slowly killing me off every min...every second i lived...
I feel like
luging a big bottle of oxgen tank around me wherever i go...
Coz i can't breathe..properly
I feel like i am on a charade...
wEaring a mask to make ppl smile at me...
I wanna Shout out that this is not the real me...
But sometime honesty comes wif a heavy price...
The price of killing ur image and pride tat u have build around u for a long long time...
I am NORMAL...NORMAL as can be
There is nth WRONG abt who am i...
I nv do a things that cripple the morality of this society...
So, stop crapping abt the mistake tat i done...
It's jus so normal...
Unless u r blind not too see tat everywhere
It's a free world....
And wif this...
my Breathing
Slowly
return
back to
normal.................................
--xoxo,
Imaginarist
Imaginarist
