Sunday, June 22, 2008 @ Sunday, June 22, 2008
I feel a sense of fear when i see her lying limply down on the chair..
She looked so weak...her breathing is getting uneven as the seconds goes by...
I never feel so worry b4...
I touch her hands...it feel so icy cold..
I tot i could lost her in any minute...
Thanks god Ida is there....phew..
Else i will really dunno what to do...
Yesterday was my first time sitting on an ambulance..
Seeing her lying down there...i just keep holding onto her hand..afraid of letting it go...
I will nv forget thoes moment..
It is deeply ingrained in my mind...
I just wanna grab hold of her hand as long as possible...
as long as it lasts....
I love u...
--xoxo,
Imaginarist
Imaginarist