Thursday, July 24, 2008 @ Thursday, July 24, 2008

You Are Occasionally a Narcissist

While you have healthy self esteem, you're really not that full of yourself. Compared to most people, you're quite humble! Though occasionally, you can't help and reflect on how great you are. There's nothing wrong with being proud of yourself - as long as you don't let it go to your head!

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. Although you may have been hurt before, you tend to bring very little scars into new relationships. You want to be with someone who's a success. A person with the right job, right family, right clothes... In fights, you love to debate and defend yourself. You logic prevails - or at least you'd like to think so. A break-up usually comes as a shock to you. You always think things are going well.

Wednesday, July 23, 2008 @ Wednesday, July 23, 2008

My family

Tuesday, July 22, 2008 @ Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Today, a frenz jus told me..

"Have u ever think that u will change one day?"

Ya..i willl...ppl do change...it's the fact of life..

• Sometime to suit the need of people around us..
• Sometime to adapt to the society ...
• Sometime for your own good..

ya...own good..i noe..

Since young

Every small step that i had taken was filled with a lots of thinking and consideration..

I dun dare spoil the structure of my order life..

I dun dare to risk losing my close friends around me..

I dun dare to venture into the unknown..

I just wanna feel safe..

And this is just like a ongoing loop continue on and on till sec 4..

Only when i started working..i start to realise that r a lots of people out there living an unusual lifestyle who dun even give a damn to what ppl think about them..

They just wan the world to respond to them..not them reacting to them..

Just think abt it...

• ur alarm rang...u wake up..
• ur feel hungry...u buy from downstair...
• ur brother wan ur help...u offer ur help..

etc...

All of this r just merely responding to it...

But if one manage to get sth to respond to them..anything..

IT's something..

I dunno if thoes wild ppl r foolish r just kid who haven grow out of their id shell.

Coz only a annoying kid will try their best to get sth to respond to them..

Thoes wild ppl r not annoying...they just make ppls feel uncomfortable abt the way they choose to live..

• Like doing freelance prositute for a living..
• Abortion 3rd or 4th time..yet still wanna do it again...
• Male cross dressing as females and go to female toilet like as if they dun have penis..-.-

etc...

They r brave..even though to the majority eyes, it is deem as unmoral..inappropriate..

But in their mind...was just one simple word, "So?"

Simple as that..

For me..i am still the same old me..

But sth had changed inside me..

My thinking..my beliefs..my principal...my reasons..

changed...

I dun wanna grow old and say, " I should had done that long time ago.."

no...i dun wan tat..

I wan to say, " Experience it b4 le...and it's such a bittersweet memories to me.."

What's the difference between an 18 years old and an 21 years old?

I dunno...coz i am still 18...

I am now like a 13 years old thinking on what life is going to be like at 18...

I know what am i doing..i really do..

Even though now ppl said that i am doing sth risky..

Even though some ppl might deem me as being selfish..

Even though some ppl out there might hate me...

"SO?"

I am not tat self-center btw..

Just wanna tear open my mask and reveal who's the real identity inside..

Cause b4 i return to my old way of thinking at 21 years old..

I wanna really be truly myself ...really wanna live and breath in this Earth b4 like my own self..

Create your own family sticker graphic at pYzam.com

@ Tuesday, July 22, 2008

You Are a Fist

Your life philosophy can be summed up as, "Life fast. Die young." Your greatest wish is to have a life of passion and excitement. And while you don't want to die young, you rather take risks than stay home and be afraid. You are inspired and inspiring. You live each day like it's your last.

Monday, July 21, 2008 @ Monday, July 21, 2008

But end up i need to go...coz of the cheer thingys...

VP and Manager of IT department

simply jus like to goof around..

hahaha

I personally like this shot ...

It lools so artistic...

The "clown", the "zuai" and "Miss nice"

hahahaha

LOL..

okok..

I am crapping here..

hahahaha

@ Monday, July 21, 2008

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You tend to take more than give in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

Sunday, July 20, 2008 @ Sunday, July 20, 2008

^^

wheee...

stay at my frenz house yesterday..

My first night staying over a frenz house..^^

Not tat i nv sleep outside my house b4...

But i nv get to enjoy this full blast freedom b4..

So kinda like a new experience to me...

Saturday, July 19, 2008 @ Saturday, July 19, 2008

You Are Ready, Willing, and Able to Commit

You are not scared of commitment in the least. In fact, there's a good chance that you're already committed to someone you love. You are willing to give up a little freedom for relationship stability. And once you're in a relationship, you'll do almost anything to make things work.

Saturday, July 12, 2008 @ Saturday, July 12, 2008

17 signs tat u in love..

17:You look at their profile constantly.

16:When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up,you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago.

15:You read their Texts and Ims Over and over again.

14:You walk really slow when you're with them.

13:You feel shy whenever they're around.

11:Your heart beats faster but slower at the same time when you think about them.

10:You smile when you hear their voice.

9:When you look at them,you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her.

8:You start listening to slow songs while thinking about them.

7:They're all you think about.

6:You get high just from their scent.

5:You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them.

4:You would do anything for them!

3:While reading this,there’s one person on your mind this whole time.

2:You were so busy thinking about that person, you didn’t notice number twelve was missing

1:You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself.

Hmm...hahaha..

Quite true...

Till the time comes...

@ Saturday, July 12, 2008

Wednesday, July 09, 2008 @ Wednesday, July 09, 2008

Sunday, July 06, 2008 @ Sunday, July 06, 2008

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/uk_news/magazine/4246472.stm

This Website is quite interesting as someone claim it to be...

Hmm..I manage to get 18/20 ...

^^...so happy...

Got stuck in some bombastic words like taciturn...

Dun ask me what it was and Dun even check in ur own dictionary...

Just take the test...

And you will know the meaning yourself...

@ Sunday, July 06, 2008

i just realise sth...

which i wun say here...

But this awakening in my heart helps me shift my pespective into a higher place...

serene..tranquil...placid....still....

I am finally at peace with myself...

And at the same time...

I realise i am simply a weirdo..

I need pain and anger to feel alive..

what's seriously wrong with me...

Gosh...

But the after effect of pain always never fail to make me refresh my own personality again...

Like I'm ready again to conquer the world...

But the bittersweet taste of the pain will always be there to linger around...

I am just simply an oxymoron...-.-

Friday, July 04, 2008 @ Friday, July 04, 2008

Tuesday, July 01, 2008 @ Tuesday, July 01, 2008

^^



My post in Helicon Club had be finalised..



I am in charge of logistic..



What is logistic?

• It is the efficient flow and storage of goods from their point of origin to the point of consumption..
• A part of the supply chain process that plans, implements and controls the flow of goods...

Hmmm...it's in the buisness segment..

Quite suit me...smile..


hmm..today module is about database...


My mind is like a frozen block of slate, pushing out any new information that is going against it...


wadever....bleahz.......

Dunno y the feeling of apathy set in me for the past few days...

I know i am still living...
but my emotion is as dead as the straight line in the heartbeat checking machine...

Hope my soul will fly back soon...haiz..

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