Sunday, August 31, 2008 @ Sunday, August 31, 2008
Just back from work..
And both the inner side of my ears hurt a lots..
It's like tooth pain where the pain can come like a bomb and off like a switch..
And i just dig my ear the day before..
So confirm it's not the urrgh ear waxs..
My colleage tell me coz i got too much heat inside my body..
And both my throat and ears r the vulnerable part to get attack first..
I remember i woke up in morning at 6am tat previous nite..
I was groaning in pain...my throat was so sore..the ear drum on my right ear is on the verge of bursting..
I just crawled into the kitchen to find my mum for medicine..the sore in my throat subside but the pain in my right ear is still there...CRY...
I can still hear perfectly..but the words tat came out from my lip sound so muff up..>.<
Both my parent and my colleage say i sound ok to them only my tone is deeper to my previous normal tone...T.T
It need abt 1 week for the pain to fully go away..
for nw...i need to hear myself saying muff-up language..haizzzz..
Ouch..nw my left ear turn...help...sniff..sniff...
I just have this clear revelation when i was staring at the cashier in front of me...
"Whatever good u had done to people will noe be remember..but once u committed something tat is deem to be evil. people will condemned your name down for as long as you live.."
Nice way of leaving sth for people to remember u..
Like linkin park song "Leave out all the rest"
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
I love this part especially the most..
Each individual living on this planet earth want to be remember by another person..
It's like a judgement to one's existence
"When my time come, forget the wrong that I've done.."
It's true...no matter if one is going to died...or ending a fail relationship..or getting out of sth to somewhere...Just forget all the past wrongdoing...coz it's past..
However...
"Helped me leave behind some reasons to be missed.."
this sentence strike a chord in somewhere part of my mind...I like to leave something good for the other person to savour on b4 i move on...it's me..
one last word: "when u're feeling empty, keep me in your memory.."
Good news: Going to restart my piano lesson again after stopping for a good 2 years..
Need some brush up my music theory...anyone wanna give me revison..
I will really be appreciate it...
^^
finally..my baby piano..u r not going to rust le...
wheeeee
--xoxo,
Imaginarist
Imaginarist
