Wednesday, December 31, 2008 @ Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Goodbye, my lover
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?'
Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
"I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow. "
P/S last line not counted..^^
"变化比安排来的快，所以不要百分之百肯定。。“
那句是一位朋友告诉我的。。
对啊，我就是喜欢安排。。。这样我才不会感到茫然。。
没办法。。。我从小就是这样。。。
但她是说对了。。变化五常。。
当你认为应该会没事的时候。。。命运却在为你安排另外一件事。。
有时候，从一个乐观的角度看的话。。或许“它” 正在拉着你到一个更快乐的领域。。。
十八岁真的没有白活过。。
本来安排了好多好多事。。。却又必须让自己不停的随着我的命运转化。。
我啊。。十三岁还以为我应该会傻傻呆呆的度过我的年轻时期。。。
没有啊。。现在如果我回去找我十三岁的样子跟她说这就是以后的你。。
我觉的她会吓倒。。。哈哈。。。
爱过了。受伤过了。
爱过了。流泪过了。
爱过了。痛苦过了。
爱过了。麻木过了。
现在我不想去抓紧那些不属于我的事物。。
"What happened will happened..."
那句话听起来真的好不爽哦。。。哈哈。。
对啊。。你越不想让它发生。。却发生了。。
与其在那里跟自己挣扎。。自己烦恼。。自己责怪自己错在哪。。
放手吧。。。当我一放手的那一刻。。
我全身放松下来。。有一种我刚差一点掩水却被救回来。。
我把那些“海水”咳出来之后。。。看到我的家人，我身旁的朋友。。
我并没有失去什么。。
她已经变成我的好朋友了。。昨晚跟她说话的时候真的好轻松。。好自在。。
心里还会有一点遗憾。。但够了。。
曾经深深爱过了。。。我已经很满足了。。
谢谢你。。。
这样就够了。。。我终于笑了。。
我希望你会找到那个更适合你的人。。。
"I deserve a chance to be happy.."
Nobody is taking it away...no one...only u urself..
我的结已经打开了。。你呢？
明年会是更好的一年。。。。
打算把自己泡在运动里面。。音乐里面。。还有很多很多。。
明年打算回到我十七岁脸皮厚的时期。。这样比较好玩。。
２００８再见了。。
２００９我来了。。
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。
想好好疯狂一次。。。。想把“梦”里的那个我找回来。。
我想再“坏”多一次。。。。＝DDDDD
不会再让自己沉浸在不快乐的事上。。。
这是一个爱我自己的做法。。。
~lots of huggies to all my faithful readers...
P/s It been a tough year..next year will be better...=DDDD
Give me all yours encouragement...
^^
I am really to embark a new life now...
Imaginarist
