Thursday, July 09, 2009 @ Thursday, July 09, 2009
I get a big A for my Marketing UT...
^^
Quite happy to see the big A sticking near to my name...
A sense of Accomplishment....
I feel a slight change to myself...maybe coz of my haircut and dressing...
My mum saw it...also nv scream at me...
She even told me the different style of short hair that is suitable for me...
I was..well..too short la..cannot...
Mine is quite short...she wan it even shorter...
sure..I dun mind..wahaha...
One of my male frenz sorta guess it correctly...
He kept pestering me about my sexual orientation...
Till today I went into the class with a whole new outlook...
He just smirked at me...like he sorta knew the answer to his question...
He just straightaway ask me am I a butch?
I was...-.-.
I dun consider myself as one....being butch is tiring to me...
Like having a lot of choices being cut away from u...
Andro is better....u can still be masculine but at the same time u can retain some of those feminine traits in u...
For me..I do...
I dunno..if it was the work of my mum..or the natural instinct in me that i dun mind dressing up as girl sometime...
To me...gender is such an ironical word...
There is no gender in this world...only sex(refers to the biological characteristics that define men and women.)
My dad just complained to me during dinner that one of my childhood playmate from Malaysia emanate feminine charactistic when he is cutting his hair...
I was.....sigh..well...poor him...
I feel my confidence coming back to me...nv have I feel so empower coz of a change hairstyle...
(must thanks my darling for encouraging me to chop off my long hair)
Even the quiet gurl in my marketing class notice me...=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
She just say, "Hey, nice hairstyle..so suit u..bye..(grin)"
I feel so cool...hahaha..ok...I think I am gig crazy over myself...
Dar...I still luv u...hmmm...u r still one big major piece in my life...just like a jigsaw puzzle cannot be complete without a missing piece...u r tat piece of jigsaw puzzle to me...
And I just found out tat my mum is actually into MJ..O.O
she keep cooning to the same chorus, " beat it...beat it...just beat it..."
No wonder...she keep beating me when I was a kid...XD
Darling is still ever so sweet to me....sigh...I luv her so much...
P/s Dun worry....I will take care of Xiao qing for u...she will be safe and sound by my side...
btw....I miss u so much tat I can't hardly bear it...
--xoxo,
Imaginarist
Imaginarist
