Friday, November 20, 2009 @ Friday, November 20, 2009

Nowasday, I can't seem to focus in school...

I am just too unmotivated to do my stuff, other than MIS(my Freely Selected module)

I even skip lessons for this month...and not feeling anything about it..

Maybe it's the last sem..
Maybe the things I am studying rite now is not what I want to do in the future...
Maybe I am tired of trying to please the facilitators..
nevertheless, I still wake up like a robot and go to school..

Getting a C is better than X...

Rp sucks...u guys better dun come...unless no Poly wan u...

RP way of studying: Be a teacher's pet and u will go far..

I am sick of it...

I want to do..but my brain is shutting down..down..down..down..

Sometime, I think if I am place in a different school, study in a different course...

Will I be different?

Will I think differently?

It's going to be over soon...

Only when I am playing on my piano, I feel a sense of belonging drawning onto me..

I will feel motivated...

In Rp...In my module, I feel so distant..so distract..so devoid of any feeling...


IT's time to take control of my life....

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