Thursday, December 10, 2009 @ Thursday, December 10, 2009

When U throw it at my hand...

I Could felt myself on the brink of killing myself...of ending my life on the spot...

For the first time in my life....all those betrayals, cheating and rubbish that I had dealt in the past was just so minor...so small...

The pain that I felt just now was simply unbearable...

I was not the kind of gurl who used gurl for the sake of money...

I am not...I might be poor...but I wun resort to this kind of state...

U can say it's ego again..but everyone have their own pride..

No matter how little it is..it's still pride...

When I say stop..I mean stop...

I wan u to stop buying prepaid card for me....

I mean it....I am echoing out my request in my own blog...

Stop...I mean it...

I wun be willful with my money anymore...

I will put some money aside for my own...

Coz I dun wan us to quarrel over money again...

I hate it..I hate myself...

The more u give...the more I hate myself...

Say me ego..or what....I dun care....

Tat's the only way...or we will keep on quarreling with each other...

Give n take relationship must be balance...

U give too much..I keep taking....

Tat's y we quarrel...

This is the first time ever in my relationship that I am the one who keep taking....

I dun like....I hate it...really hate it...

Haiz...

I just wan u to be happy....

I am tired of quarreling...of fighting...for the sake of money...

U can beat me, slap me...just dun hurt my heart...

The emotional pain is much heavier compare to the pinch on my flesh...

I am sorry..for saying the dumbest thing ever...

I am sorry...for saying such an immature stuff...

I am sorry...for being so weak...

I am serious abt u...

If I am just having fun...I wun even ask u to be my gf...

I will not be so weak anymore...coz I dun wan to see ur tears again...

I love u...

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